Enigma

2008-10-07T22:58:00.001+08:00

Haha as promised, bye bye to this old sad blog!
I've moved, haha, to www.meltingsugarpops.blogspot.com
Haha gonna delete this blog like soon!:)

2008-09-15T22:07:00.003+08:00

I'm like this close to giving up.
The emotional rollercoaster. First high now low. I really hate it that i'm so easily influenced.
Please be happy be happy! Oh gosh chem spa tmr, it signals the start of the lovely exams. :) And the holiday and loveliness to come after. :) ok i feel better now!:)

Can't speak about this, don't wanna think about it,
it's happening again.
It's going going...GONE.

'i have doubts. BIG Ones.'

2008-09-13T14:45:00.001+08:00

Ho, ho, ho
It's magic you know
Never believe, it's not so
It's magic, you know
Never believe, it's not so

Never been awake
Never seen a day break
Leaning on my pillow in the morning
Lazy day in bed
Music in my head
Crazy music playing in the morning light

I love my sunny day
Dream of far away
Dreaming on my pillow in the morning
Never been awake
Never seen a day break
Leaning on my pillow in the morning light

Ho, ho, ho
It's magic, you know
Never believe it's not so
It's magic, you know
Never believe, it's not so

GUMMYBEAR!!:)) Watch it!

2008-09-11T12:39:00.005+08:00

I feel like a tiny bird with a big song! - Jerry Van Amerongen

Aww doesn't this just make your day?:) I'm feeling so much better now. Haha after being stuck in the train in front of some guy who was coughing in my face for ten minutes straight, i've gotten sick again.:/ which totally sucks the mood for studying right out of me. Haha oh oh i'm gonna move this blog soon i think. It's pretty dead-ish. Haha. Well i'll do that when promos are over i guess, no use moving it now.:)

Haha i love this quote by some anonymous person:

'A smile is a curve that sets everything straight.'

There's so much to love and embrace and be joyous about!:) Haha yay so let's do the best we can with what we have. TO PROMOS!:)

2008-08-26T21:12:00.001+08:00

Oh i love this video :)

2008-08-26T19:07:00.002+08:00

WOW, there is a person i'm sooo dyyyyyinnnggg to kill right now. Like seriously. I've already located the perfrect knife to use. How morbid right? It's so so hard to keep calm sometimes when you're just thinking of telling the person to screw their sad little self. What a struggle.

2008-08-18T14:03:00.002+08:00

It's faith that makes you stronger.

Have faith. :)

Gosh i love 'fated to love you'. Shit la, haha it's just sooo oh-gosh-ish. Haha oh and at first i thought that the male lead was mingdao (so naturally i thought it wouldn't be interesting) Haha -pictures vi ting's murderous glare- KIDDING!:) Haha then i realised it's the 'shen te' guy from hana-kimi. Oh gosh it's just soo....nice. I like dylan more though, he's cuter. Haha :) Hmm i'm wondering if it's directed by the same guy who did 'my lucky star' cos there were a few references in there to that drama and the drama itself is very my lucky-star-ish though the plot's different. Haha well, what matters is that it's nice, and i'm addicted at a time when i shouldn't be. Haha argghhh. Well at least i can use it as motivation....hmm. Haha i shall watch one episode after i complete one chapter of my work. Yes-yes i shall. Yesterday this failed though, and made me waste my entire afternoon and miss the olympics table tennis cos i watched like 9 episodes. Blah. The addiction. Haha nvm i shall watch one today as a reward laa..- crosses fingers- Oh i love to do solubility product.

Take care everyone! Good luck with the mugging now!:)

i believe in you:)

2008-08-11T23:29:00.007+08:00

Haha i was looking for my Economics article when i chanced on this article. It was pretty convincing and for some reason...funny. It's pretty interesting actually.

Understand Human Behavior

Through the bottleneck moments of the evolutionary process, cuteness may have played a significant role in helping our species survive. And, though some of us might like to believe that we are “looks-blind,” it seems, to the contrary, that there is a great deal of prejudice based on looks. Naomi Miles posted an interesting article on FirstScience.com this week, discussing some research regarding the situational causes and consequences of cuteness. We have excerpted portions of her article below.
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Konrad Lorenz, an Austrian ethnologist, looked into the science of cuteness in the 1940s. He compiled a list of the esthetic and behavioural characteristics we are particularly attracted to, and found that we are drawn to relatively large heads, large and low-lying eyes, bulging cheeks, short and thick arms and legs, springy elastic skin, and clumsy movements.
Typically, these are the attributes of a child. Juveniles are not simply miniature adults; they have distinctive body proportions. A newborn has a large head in relation to the rest of its body, stubbier arms and legs and tiny hands and feet. As a baby grows up, the relative head size diminishes, the jaw gets bigger and the limbs become longer and leaner. A baby’s esthetic proportions are instantly recognisable, and we are hardwired to regard them as ‘cute’.
Lorenz noted that childish characteristics trigger a parental instinct. Cute things make us feel warm and exhilarated and we want to look after them. They awaken affection and feelings of nurture, making us want to pet and coo.
But when and why did our instinctive responses to cuteness develop? How has cuteness been an advantage in human development?
A couple of million years ago, human brain size began to increase. Childbirth became more painful, as fitting a bigger-brained baby through a narrow birth canal was a dangerous squeeze. Birth limited how big our brains could become.
Nature’s solution was for human babies to be born with highly undeveloped brains. Unlike other mammals, our grey matter does about 75% of its growing outside of the womb.
Since human babies are born helpless and take so long to develop, they are totally dependent upon adult care for everything. It takes about 17 months for newborns to become as independent and mobile as chimpanzees are at birth, and so we have an extremely extended childhood. For years, we rely on the love, attention and goodwill of our parents. If they abandon us, we don’t stand a chance.
But what would inspire parents of these immature babies to invest such a high level of care? Cuteness seems to play a major role.
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Jeffrey Kurland, an associate professor of Biological Anthropology and Human Development from Penn State University, believes that our responses are truly innate, inherited from our primate ancestors. Kurland thinks that babies evolved to be cute, their cuteness perhaps conveying biological information about strong genes and good health. Women developed an appreciation of cuteness and, choosing to lavish more care on the cuter babies, gave them the best chance of survival.

According to scientists at the University of Alberta in Canada, good-looking babies have a definite advantage. A research team lead by Dr Andrew Harrell found that parents of cute newborns were more responsive and affectionate than mothers of less attractive babies. Gorgeous children also seemed to receive more notice from teachers and other adults as they grew up.
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Our imagination and abstracting tendencies mean that we also find animals, pictures and even concepts cute. For years, market research has looked into the images that people find appealing and has found that cuteness sells.

Cute Vs. Not Cute

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Ah. Haha i thought the ending was funny.

Gosh i really feel like kicking or punching something right now. Argh.

there's a cavernous hole thats eating me up inside. I feel it. I'm really trying not to let it show. the faults and fractures creep up somehow. I feel like hugging my knees and watching time flow by, willing nothing to happen. If only...

2008-08-03T20:49:00.001+08:00

I. hate. project. work.

2008-07-29T22:28:00.002+08:00

Thanks to all the nice nice people who supported me through all this, with the pat on the back and encouraging words, totally giving me hope!:) I'm really touched, and I never felt so grateful for the people that I've been so fortunate to meet my life. ( cos i don't consider mean freaks as people) Love all of you so much!:) may we rock forever!

after all, 'it's your faith that makes you stronger'.

2008-07-29T22:18:00.003+08:00

Gosh i must be having some weird emotional/psychological disorder right now.
I have no idea whether I should grin, be normal or cry. I tear up at such random moments and I'm soo tired of making up excuses for myself. So weak.

I tell myself: Just don't think about it.
HOW not to?! I've got to see her or my ct's face anyway. It just comes flooding back. (Lennart was right, I need to GIVE her a durian, maybe then i'll feel better.)

freaking useless, that's how i feel. I've never felt so belittled before. Really. And this is 'supposed to help' me. WOW.
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'so how are you feeling right now? SAD?'
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fucking bitch.

2008-07-25T21:28:00.003+08:00

Yep take things one step at the time!:)

Stay happy no matter what happens!:) We'll always find reasons why.

2008-07-24T21:53:00.002+08:00

Just cry baby cry
(Don't cry no more)
Cause every tear that flows falls into the ocean
rises to the sky
And the rain will come
Right before the sun shines.

ARGH. I have plenty of mean words to say. Yes i do. Frigging 'toot'.
Just leave me be. Please.

2008-07-19T13:41:00.003+08:00

Ah. I'm back. Haha after a super exhausting week in which my mood was haywire.

I'm now so tired, I'm actually sick.

Haha i'm sick of being sick, tired, laggy, blur, sarcastic, mean and plain dumb.

I'm just TIRED.

Haha why the tiredness?

Why does my every step feel like it's weighed down by a ton of sand?

Beats me. Other people I know should feel more tired than me, cos they do more. But well, they're so strong. Haha, I should start to push myself harder. Thing is, I'm so tired right now, I just don't wanna be pushed around by anyone including myself right now.

63 DAYS MORE TO DOOM'S DAY. Argh. The stress.

Oh btw, I like The Joker a whoollleee lot. Heath Ledger rocks!:) The Dark Knight is a like a totally deep but very interesting movie. Haha which is very long (almost 3 hours!) and totally worth the $6. Haha although I was dying to pee in the end.

Oh and we had one of our last match supports this year at the track and field meet! Not our best of cheering days I'll admit. But yea, here's a few photos!:)

2008-07-10T12:04:00.002+08:00

Haha e-learning today is soo interesting. Waking up at 8am is SUCH a luxury. Actually having breakfast while the teacher happily talks on the computer thinking you're listening is also such a plus!! Haha. I love e-learning. Ah the comforts of home.:)

VJ OPENHOUSE 2008 ON 4th October from 10 am to 3pm!
We're going F1 this year! Haha hopefully, we'll have some cool cars for ya'll to check out!:)
Do come down anyone and everyone!=)

Speaking of F1, i have officially screwed up my A level Chinese Oral. BIG time. Haha the convo question( translated into english) : Besides economic expansion, what else can the FORMULA 1 bring to S'pore? Haha if this was in english and i had time to actually think, maybe my oral would have been ok. Haha problem is, in the sentence alone i only understood that she( the examiner) was talking about a car race but luckily I guessed it was probably F1. Haha soooo.. When she actually asked me that, i could only stammer out 'wait, can I think for awhile?' in broken chinese. Haha then later when i actually spoke about tourists and she asked me where predominantly they would come from, i forgot how to say Asia in chinese and ended up saying Africa. WOW. Haha worse still, i felt that i must have said something wrong when they tried not to laugh so i laughed. Haha. How retarded can i get???!! Seriously. Haha so sad. But at least i had classmates who went through the same ordeal. Haha one guy even said that the tourists would stay in restaurants cos he mixed up the chinese words 'jiu lou' versus hotel which is 'jiu dian'. Haha poor him too. Well we are offically screwed. All of us i guess. Haha better work hard for written paper cos i don't wana redo chinese again next year!!!!

Like a glass flower, breaking away and crumbling in the wind.
Wading in magic, blowing kisses at the clouds!

Ahh i love e-learning.:)

2008-06-30T22:38:00.003+08:00

Staring at the sun, even as the sky weeps.
-feeling particularly murderous at the moment- Haha.

2008-06-23T19:16:00.002+08:00

Sigh. Geog was sad. Gosh i feel so spastic today. And, I dont want to think about tmr. Haha. Please pretty please, let GP and Econs be easy. :)

I need to put this puzzle together again,
and lock myself away while i'm at it.
Maybe things just change,
cos actions do speak louder than words.
I give up.

Haha aye, on these deep thoughts.

YES. I've made a plan, a nice one.

Haha this post is just about the most random crap i have ever seen in my life. Yet, it makes sense.

2008-06-10T22:16:00.005+08:00

the wind's howling through the window
it's so dark and gloomy tonight
what makes it worse,
i have a sneaky feeling inside that makes me wanna cry.
How scary :/

2008-06-09T17:52:00.003+08:00

Im so totally in love with this song!Haha natasha bedingfield is soo cool.The video is pretty hilarious haha with her grabbing a parachute and jumping out of an office building.Haha and just look at her heels!She's totally one of my favourite singers, haha her songs are always pretty happy.:)

Well for the first time in days, there's actually blue sky outside and loads of sun!Haha happy day.I shall go swimming after this!Haha hmm oh crap, I have studies to do.Is that anti-climax or what?Seriously.Haha heck life is soo argh.I mean i sorta know what I wana be already, and no, not a tai-tai, a financial consultant!Haha sounds chim!But yea, it's like my dream career right about now after I gave up being a heart surgeon(gosh. imagine the blood and the open body ) :)

I just need to know,WHY am I still taking CHEM?!Argh.It's just one of those subs that are so freaking irritating.Haha ok, before I get all urgh, I watched narnia yesterday!!Haha I didnt think that prince caspian was that good looking until i watched the movie.So girls, WATCH it!:) Haha. Hmm oh yes, i must blog about today, haha.Went to school in the morning for OH meeting which was fun-ish.Haha it involved me and nich crapping together then getting down to business and then crapping again.Haha cos most of our members were also involved in another ongoing FECO meeting at the same time so,trying not to disturb the FECO meeting, we tried to meet up with our members one by one.Haha ok, lame.Haha we ate a lot too, instant noodles, choc biscuits and sweets.Haha I like our OH adhoc a lot :) After both meetings ended, zhengjun, vic, leon, subra,lennart and I went to Thaipan to eat lunch!Yay. We felt soo sleepy la, so not surprisingly when i went home on the bus i was sleeping.Haha lucky there was no one sitting beside me, haha cos one time when i woke up, i was leaning across the adjacent seat!Saved from embarassment!:) Just woke up from a nice nap just now when i got home, watched 'mind your language'.Haha it's an old comedy people dont usually hear about.It was always one of my favs since i was lil tho.Haha.Im soo thinking of going to swim now.But my big bro wants to got to chong pang to have dinner and buy brine shrimp to replace my lil bro's sea monkeys which we accidentally killed a few days ago when we forgot to oxygenate the water.=P Couldnt help it la, haha we have busy lives..yea right. Shall swim at night!:) Haha ok gtg now, we're going out soon! Cheers!:)

So this is how it feels, like kissin’ the sky, this is what it means, by touching forever.
I'm reaching for heaven.:)

2008-06-08T18:13:00.005+08:00

Haha Alphabeat - FASCINATION!

Easy living,killed the young dudes,in the high boots

Teenage,in the pace age,

that's when love burns,

now it's your turn.

Fascination

It's just the way we feel.

We love this exaltation (woh oh, o-o-oh)

We want the new temptations (woh oh, o-o-o-oh)

It's like a revelation (woh oh, o-o-oh)

We live on fascination.

Passion,is our passion,in the moonlight,

on a joyride

Easy living,killed the young dudes

in their high boots. (oh yeah)

Fashion is our passion

In the moonlight on a joy ride

He said , let them killed the young dudes,

in the high boots

The word is on your lips - say the word

Fas-ci-na-tion!

Haha such a happy HAPPY song!:)

Btw I love YODA...

especially on babies!:)

This is becoming a very very crappy post just like the rest, haha. Hmm I should add some random details of my daily life...How about yesterday, we all went to Lennart's house after lunch and Envirolympics in the morn, haha and ended up watching tv (namely disney channel haha), and virtual footsie with some playing mahjong. Haha Lennart has so many snacks!Haha we're gonna have an overnight at Collin's house the day before Envirolympics, all cos we gta report at 6am on that day and collin lives near the reporting place. 6am?!Gosh, are they insane or what? Who reports at that time?!Then we have to wait one lame long hour before the team report.Sigh..Nvm at least we'll have loads of fun as always.:/ Ooh which makes yesterday a wasted day, today a wasted day, wednesday a wasted day and friday+ saturday wasted days too!Oh in this case I actually mean wasted day as in wasted day of no studying.Haha dont get me wrong, I'm not hardcore mugging but I need to get started on my stuff, so far which i have accomplished like practically zip.I wish i could be like the rest.Oh crap, one of those stupid wishes.Haha I gta pull myself together.Hai!Yes yes, I shall!

WOW.Word vomit!

Haha cheers everyone!

Have a nice NICE er life!:)

2008-06-06T16:57:00.012+08:00

Oh dear, haha im feeling so mixed up right now. Argh I was planning to do a nice nice blog entry full of stuff I've been doing the past few weeks but there's just an overwhelming much to write about, haha so yea, im not.So anti-climax.

I GOT TO STUDY!!This is totally a matter of life and death.Haha.

Give me a pocketful of sunshine, take me away

to a secret place, a sweet escape
take me away

to a hiding place

if you'd just realise what i've just realised..Lala I love natasha bedingfield!:)

=D cheerio!

Ooh and here's another random pic taken during band concert!

she's a witch.Haha.

2008-05-27T10:30:00.003+08:00

Metrostation- Shake it!

I'll take you home if you don't leave me at the front door
Your body's cold, but girl we're getting so warm
Tonight your falling in love (let me go now)
The feelings stirring me up (here we go now)

Now if she does it like this will you do it like that
Now if she touches like this, will you touch her right back
Now if she moves like this, will you move it like that (come on)
Shake, Shake, Shake, Shake, Shake it!

Your lips tremble but your eyes are in a straight stare
And I was thinking of places that I could hide
So now you falling in love (let me go now)
The feelings stirring me (here we go now)

I saw you dancing and I couldn't get you off my mind
(I could tell that you could tell that I was taking my time)
I was thinking of ways that you would stay and be mine!

Haha i love that song,it really makes me happy!:)
Yay.

2008-05-25T22:27:00.002+08:00

oh gosh.
I should just die right now.

'Just search your heart, you'll find yourself'

2008-05-11T16:34:00.002+08:00

Another week's over, damn. Argh. I am sooo behind on my work I could cry.
Life is so busy that I sleep little, wake up,plod through the day,feel like dying during lectures and tutorials,just sleep the long journey back home, eat a cold late dinner by myself and go to sleep. That basically sums up my life. Haha but what I dont understand why Im still smiling.Haha this post is starting to drift to the emo side.Anyway yea, I just cant help myself but smile, even when I know Im shit screwed so smiling or not, would have no significance.Haha i cant really get what im actually saying:)
Oh weelll this has been a sufficiently crappy (and weird) post that I've wasted time on so yea haha I shall go do something productive now.Cheers!

OH i nearly forgot,HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO ALL MOTHERS OUT THERE!XD
(I sure hope my mummy likes the flowers that turkey and I bought.Haha.)

'I've lost my footing and fallen in the busy streets of life.Too much confusion, people walk by in a blur.I try to stand, nothing holds me up,no one stops and offers a hand to help.I fall back,draw up my knees to my chest and try to disappear but nothing helps,all I get when I open my eyes is the same image of what lies before me.I sob in fear and despair, why wouldnt anyone just listen to my cry?Realization hits me, just like I cant see their faces or tell what's going on in their lives, they cant see me either. Indifference keeps them moving to get to that final magical place of peace where one can rest his weary traveller's feet and be loved forevermore. I cant move on but just let time and the world slip past me into oblivion where nothing can ever bring what's lost back again.'

2008-05-01T23:50:00.003+08:00

Just ten minutes from now I will be 17.

Haha, which is giving me very weird feelings.

Ok, at least it's not like im 4o or something, but I just feel so...OLD.

Haha nvm la, 17 is still a fun FUN age I guess.

But boo hoo it just hit me that im not a kid anymore.=(

"ARGH."

"HAHA."

That's my exact thoughts on things now.

I wanna thank all the people that I've counted on these past 16 years of my life, if you werent there, i wouldnt be where im now, in fact, where would i be?I have no idea.

Haha but yea.Anyway a big BIG THANK YOU to yensen,matthew and derrick for mercilessly tricking me today so they could surprise me with a pre-birthday celebration. You guys rock!Haha may the sapphire gang stay strong!:) Haha the cake was like nice man and the 'lovely' birthday song!:)

Well...Im actually doing my GPP now.Haha what a way to start the 17 years but yea, it's biggg business.

Haha.

K i decided i'll post a camwhore pic so that I'll always remember myself at 16.Haha here goes..

WORLD HERE i COME!!=)

2008-04-27T21:46:00.004+08:00

Oops sorry, forgot my promise from last time!Haha here are the pics.

my dear class 08S61 :)

Band concert :)

Ahh shit there's something wrong, here, i cant upload any more pics today apparently.

Haha im busy doing my GPP for PW now anyway. MY GROUP IS SCREWED. Haha we gta hand up a draft on Tue and we can only do like one page? Haha but i like talking with them, they're nice people.

Haha cant wait, invest is coming soon and then it will be over and i can finally slow down a bit and take a break. I WISH. I think i failed my chem test pretty badly, so i have a LOT of catching up to do. Haha k gtg alr, PW stuff.

' eyecandies too sweet'

2008-04-20T12:24:00.003+08:00

I've decided to begin afresh by blogging again.

Actually i'm supposed to be doing my GP essay now but yea, haha im procrastinating.

I LOVE Timbaland dude. Seriously. Haha his album is like totally nice. Im listening to it now by the way, for like the hundredth time. Haha he is a really good producer. Haha it's weird but I'm going through this phase now where i'm in love with dance nation songs and rap music. Haha my big bro's not helping, he's in love with dance songs too so we made the upstairs room our hangout to blast music!:) Haha my bro taught me these 'interesting' dance moves from the time he went clubbing in Barcelona. It's called the 'techtonik' dance.He showed me the videos of people dancing on youtube. It's quite famous in Europe actually. Haha he's so into dancing now. It's really great having him back I guess, although there's an extra person to snatch nice stuff from me. Nice stuff that my little bro hasnt taken yet anyway. Haha.

Well back to other random stuff, speech day in Anderson was just over. Woke up at like 1030am for once on that day, haha felt really REALLY good. I was supposed to go to school (VJ) in the morning before goinit can g back to Anderson but yea, too troublesome to make the long journey considering I would only spend like awhile in school before heading for Anderson to be there and report at 1pm. Anyway I wanted to sleep in cos I wouldnt have a chance to this weekend cos of netball training on Sat and work on Sun. Life is so hectic now. I feel that if I suddenly dont have anything to do I'd be really lost, but I'm not too worried about that happening cos there's just too much to do now. Haha I love to be busy as crazy as that sounds. Well, speech day was great!Esp seeing all the people again!Haha but it was a little weird though cos in a way, I could sort of see that everyone had kinda moved on with their lives. People stuck with the people from the same JC or poly, unless they had close sec school friends there. Haha well, it wasnt a bad thing, we still could talk to each other about things so it was still ok! There were the weirdos to laugh about again, weirdos being the usual people. Haha one of whom still owes the councillors a singapore flyer treat. Anyway about my valediction, haha i nearly cried at one part where i talked about mr chye and skinning the cat, cos i could almost picture the past lessons together. I bit my lip and smiled, cos it would be embarassing to break down in front of a whole crowd of people at a formal event. This sounds emo and stuff but yea, it was like we were breaking our last association with the school. I probably wun even see some of those people who were there again. Haha oh crap. <3 love you people!

Anyway went to mac with the people to chit chat and eat. Bought a new pencil case at art box later!Haha love it loads, mabe now it'll motivate me to study. Haha met daniel, fendy and choon heng at sweet treats, was really fun to talk to them again. 'Hot girls in RJC, daniel?' Haha.Went back to mac later. Argh but i was too tired to walk to jubilee to meet up with the rest of the 4/1'ers at mos, man im so sorry. We should go out soon!:) Haha we went back at around ten plus close to 11 cos loser me had netball training the next morning at 730. We actully wanted to go somewhere else but yea. We made a date for Friday though! Haha sakae sushi.Must start saving la or im not going to be able to survive for the rest of the month.
Ok I've sort of started on my chem e-assessment. It sucks big time, i have not a clue what orbitals and degree of bonding are. What are dative bonds?!Oh shit i'm dead. At this rate I'll fail my mid years for sure.But actually I have like no mood to study cos i really dun like chem a lot. My maths too. Heck la, I'll slowly do the e assessment over and over again until i get a reasonable mark.=/ Haha.
Yay tea time now!:) anyway, I'm still stuck doing chem. 5 times already and I realised the chem teachers are cunning, everytime I redo there are new harder questions. Damn. Haha arggghhh.Shit, i'll just try my luck then.
Ok DONE. Got a good score for once.
Hmm what was I gonna talk about?Oh ya! Tmr netball tournament is starting!!Haha we are gonna be versus hwa chong tmr at 3.20pm. Pls support us in your hearts!We need it!:) haha as team mates,we're pretty good together!They're really nice people!Haha.I still really miss the BLs and playing with them though. Netball keeps me sane. If it wasnt for this familiar sport in JC, I think I'd be very off beat. Oh yes I've left cross country now, cos I'm in council. Yep, I think the crossers make one great team though cos they're individually so pro man!I'll be going to support them this wed when they run the annual cross country which is the ultimate event in X-world i guess!Haha I think they stand a very good chance of clinching the title!:) Go girls, and the guys too!x)
Haha I have loads of pics I want to post cos I think if I were talk about everything thats gone on in my life till now, it would be a super long post. I'll post them soon when I can get to the other computer which my dad is hogging.
Haha I got to go now cos my GP essay is gathering cobwebs. I promise dear blog that I will update and post more often and put up the pics by today:)
Cheers!

2008-01-27T19:10:00.000+08:00

Ahh long time no update!!Haha.This blog is like sooo neglected.

Anw im like superrr high right now, cos im watching bullfighter or dou niu yao bu yao!!:)

It's such a sweet drama but got a lot of mafia and fighting stuff!But the plot quite nice i guess.

Mike He and Hebe have really good chemistry, and i seriously think Hebe looks wayy cool with her new short hair.Mike's hair is a lil too long and bushy i think, but he's still so shuai!:) i like the character he plays man!Haha which reminds me, im gna cut my hair short after A's together with vt!Haha i hope i rmb in 1.5 years time!

Suddenly i felt like blogging after i finished episode 8!Haha im gna try to find pics of the couple right now to post!Haha and the theme song sung by tank is nice too!I think tank is a great singer!=) GO WATCH IT!!XD

Haha k enough gushing.Oh yes!I havent blogged AT ALL about orientation and VJ for a long long long time!Haha actually my life is so packed right now i havent really touched the computer for at least 3 weeks except maybe go on msn to check mail!!!Hard to imagine eh?

Life in VJ is very FUN!Haha well it was pretty hard at first when didnt really know anyone and must like be sociable all the time and try to make new friends.Haha i was like so happy to see any Andersonian pls!I really miss Anderson loads but it seems easier to bear now that im actually settling into JC life.I had so much fun during orientation!IVANHOE: IXODUS ROCKS!!Haha i love my OG (yiling,nafisah,hsuen te,baohui,grace X2,eugene,yinning,joey,kewei,suran,bryan liu xi,luan tian!) XD

It's also been great to meet my new class, 08S61!Haha it's really fun,esp celebrating people's birthdays!Haha having your birthday in JC is something you kinda dread and prepare lots of clean clothes for, haha cos u get pranked by everyone in class!Haha the scariest prank ive heard of yet is when they tied this bdae boy to the sch pillar, smashed cake in his face and left him there the whole day!!Haha im debating whether or not to go sch on my birthday alr.Kaixin's birthday is the next birthday in our class!!!Muahaha!Hehe but so far we havent been that bad to the jan babies,jeralyn was dunked in flour, janet was smashed with cake and basil got it the worst: 5 plates of whipped cream,darlie toothpaste and basil leaves!!Haha he smelled of vomit the rest of the day!Haha i wonder what kaixin will get.:)

Haha k on to other stuff, lectures and tutorials are kinda boring sumtimes but still pretty ok.I think econs lectures are fun with the ang moh lecturer mr cook, cos he's like damn funny la!!We've been snacking a lot as well considering we have lots of breaks and we're always hungry!!Haha we ponned a maths lecture as a class too, to go thaipan,a restaurant thats really cheap and has good food!!Haha and also the week after to play heart attack in the treehouse!:) Haha so basically its pretty fun, but there's so much that happened i cant really say everything at once.

Oh im now in both cross country and netball!!!Haha trainings have weirdly begun to get easier to handle i guess.Now its like i jump for joy when i know we're only running 4.5km or 3.3X3km.Haha.But the past whole week i've not been running,just biking 2 hours each day cos of my knee problem.Seriously i have no idea what's wrong with it, i feel like a complete baby when it hurts and i limp.But yea im super worried, i hope it gets better soon and its not permanent.Hard to say but im going for a checkup on tue to see what's wrong!I want to play on court again!!!!One week of deprived of playing netball, and im dying to play on court again!Haha they let me play a lil on tue as GK and C tho.:) yes i must blog about council interview!!Haha k i want to join council in JC as an administrative cca cos i think it'll be really fun.Guess what?In JC council is like damn scary la!!Haha the interview alone made me feel damn scared pls!The interviewers were like scary and super serious.The results of the interview are gna be out tmr!!Ahh I hoped i passed the 1st round!:)

Oh and O's results are like out, finally.This year was pretty shocking i think but i think our cohort still performed well on the whole!:) it was nice to be together in the hall again and to cheer and cry at the results as one!:) Im really happy with my results except higher chi.bloody e8!!!Hais not even a d7!!!!Haha but nvm la, what's done is done as kaixin says.Haha i just gta take chinese for 2 more years!!!Shit!Haha but nvm la at least some of my classmates are taking too so it'll be fine.=)

K i've blabbed for quite awhile le, haha and im dying to go back and watch!Ciao!:)

Prom photo of 4/1!!:) and my crush!!!:)

2007-11-21T13:26:00.000+08:00

Haha im blogging cos I have nothing better to do right now!XD
Im gna watch Ratatouille after this!Haha cos my parents bought the dvd.
Just got back from my first X-country training at Vj.
Haha need I say more?
Anyway I woke up damn early today at ard 5 plus,cos nervous ma.
Haha then my house so empty cos everyone sleeping, no one greet me say 'gd morning!' Haha i digress.Anyway after walking ard and showering, I left home. Haha I was soooo scared I would get totally lost on the way there.Haha but thanks to the instructions from kaixin who got it from xueling haha i managed to get thr without getting lost.=) Haha somehow along the way, the instructions must have kinda screwed up though, the bus numbers 858 and 36 were correct but when to board or alight were DIFFERENT!!Haha so anyway I just sat in the 858 praying all the way till it reached the airport.Haha it stopped at a place thr called 'tomsinlin loop' or smth, then i happened to glance out of the window and saw 36!!!Haha i din knw if it was correct or not cos kaixin's instructions were to take 36 after crossing an overhead bridge or smth,but I just alighted and boarded 36 for the fun of it. Hehe my evil side was hoping I would get lost then can wander ard and not go training.LOL.Haha aiya but in the end i still got thr so yea. Haha so anw I just boarded and 'happily' looked out of the window 'hoping' to see Vj.Haha two stops after Victoria School I saw this guy who looked jc-ish alighting, haha so i followed him, and behold I was at Vj.Haha I was kinda happy,kinda sad, but i still sent vi ting a victory message anw.

Haha it was weird when i entered the school cos there were a lot of 'strangers' who were giving me weird stares considering that i was wearing the And pe tee.Haha it was totally weird and i was sooo embarassed.Well I wandered ard to the track area and happened to meet the X captain who showed me where to put my stuff.Haha she was nice and friendly.I met other 'newbies' as well. Haha they quite nice and its good that at least I have ppl my age and in the same position as I am to talk to.Well, we talked to the tcher I/C, mr tan, who told us all abt the youth olympics etc.Haha then I lamely followed the seniors to 'warm up', which was quite okayyyy considering we only had to run abt 2 km.Haha then we stretched before the 'REAL' practice.We ran all the way to east coast park and ran about 4.5 km. Haha i was valiantly trying to push my super unfit body to keep up with the rest, haha and distracting myself from thinking that i was actually running, so i was pretty preoccupied.Haha I was SO HAPPY when the run ended.Haha I was red and panting while the rest were all like totally ok, they even could talk to each other without breathing too hard the whole time we were running.Haha im DEAD.
Well later, we were happily back at Vj cooling down, then the ABSOLUTE WORST news came, haha the training that we just had was a RECOVERY TRAINING!!!And by the standards of training it was EASY. SHIT.Haha my face turned white!!!I could have died la pls.Haha then at that moment one of the girls who attended the earlier trainings came to talk to me.Haha she said Monday trainings were the WORST AND THE TOUGHEST.Haha cos you have to run 1.6 km, rest a few minutes then run 1.6 km again.Haha thats not too bad huh?Considering you have to do it 6 TIMES!!Haha i was digging my grave then and there.
Haha i could have died from shock pls.Everyone else was like totally cool abt it, like it was nothing.Haha but i kinda expected it.Well, at least i can console myself by eating more in between trainings so that i can regain lost weight.

Haha the whole time i was at Vj and travelling there, I thought of all the times that the And netballers trained together, haha I really miss all of you.Seriously.I know this is lame but I wish i could go back to where we were, and redo secondary school again. I dun care what the future is alr la, just want to enter Anderson once again as an Andersonian,feeling like I belong.I dont even mind redoing O's pls.Haha not that it was that bad after all.Haha this is all mushy crap la, but i just need to get all this off my chest.Haha i guess suddenly it hit me that i wouldnt ever been going into Anderson again as a student.Haha i was soo emotional that i even felt like crying when mr tan told me my netball trainers had to be changed cos X-country and netball require different shoes and that my netball shoes were too worn out anyway.Haha i love my netball shoes k?They've been with me through all the tournaments and carnivals in secondary school. Actually I'm making a fuss out of nothing, cos im too sentimental at the moment.Haha.I've been feeling this sentimental since the night of the netball dinner pls, when i very nearly started having waterworks towards the end.Haha after grad ball ended it was like everyone got on with their lives and i was lamely there feeling aimless.Haha I spent one day being aimless but now im ok liao cos i have like Vj trainings and stuff and I'm getting at JOB!!!Haha its a retail assistant at Swarovski crystal shop in town.The woman said I should be able to get the afternoon shift, haha so it wun clash with my trainings and I can still earn $$ (also known as experience in the working world)!!Haha best of all I think kaixin will probably get the same job too!Yay!At least i have someone to accompany me!!=))) haha that is like sooo totally cool man!

Haha so now im zi-highing about the job which is good, considering eversince I came back from Vj I've been this saddo bemoaning my sad life and eating toffee cheesecake, which btw is super sinful and sweet! =) Haha im drinking seaweed soup now, which is a weird thing to do after like eating cheesecake just half an hour ago.Haha but im trying to bulk up the enery store lost today.My muscles are aching.They start screaming if i even think about tmr's training when we have to run 8km which is like double of today's.Haha so if u're a kind soul out thr, pls pray for them,pretty pls?=) Hehe ive just started to eye the mochi that my mum is eating, looks good man!Haha ok i shall go now to continue 'bulking up'.Haha take care out thr!=)
Bye!

2007-09-19T22:37:00.001+08:00

This is so gona be a really random post.Haha.
Someone just said this phrase on mon, "there are bigger fish in the sea"
Haha no its not like i like anyone or whatever.
It just got me thinking about the future i guess.
Haha a lot of things I just typed out but they seem so lame, haha they sounded like the way a certain someone types on his blog so i just deleted it.Haha.
Hehe i think a type of taiwanese fish is nice, hmm a certain ice fish fr NZ also not bad.Haha the problem is they'll nvr swim to S'pore.Ok im starting to sound insane.Haha damn the exams.
I think a lota ppl are really worked up after the whole prelims and O's being just a few weeks away.It's like my entire time in sec sch i've been dreading O's and prelims but now its like prelims is ovr and O's is here.Haha pinch me, im in a dream.Guess its why i feel like celebrating abt prelims being ovr, when i shld be mugging for O's. Haha at least some ppl i can count on to put my priorities straight.Haha im trying to think how to describe how im feeling..
I feel like an onion.
Haha like thats lame, it seems like im shedding a layer of myself so i can put on another new layer next year.Weird i guess but its the only thing i can think of to describe it.
ok then gtg!
Gd luck for O's and EOYs everyone.:)

2007-08-11T19:30:00.000+08:00

Haha I just got back from malaysia. Went thr on wed after the sch national day celebrations.Haha yea and i din get a chance to really congratulate yu hui on winning talentime but wow she was sooo cool up thr on stage la!Haha she did a great job, haha im soo glad she won!:)) The other contestants were great as well and all of them have like really nice voices!:) the dance performances were neat, haha i think breakdancing would be fun to learn but i think my coordination would probably lead to me breaking my neck.LOL!Haha anderson has a lota talent tho.:)

Well, after that I had to rush home to pack then went with my family to JB.We din go to my granny's straight away cos my mum wanted to do some shopping and buy things for my cousins so yep we ended up shopping at tebrau city, this big shopping centre thr.Hahai din expect to see so many shops esp big name shops like esprit, topshop, mango.Hehe i think i seriously underestimate the shopping thr.It was really fun, thr were soo many nice shops so yep bought some clothes haha then bought presents for the family.Haha we shopped till pretty late then later had dinner out.Haha my dad was too tired to drive out to my granny's cos its like 1 1/2 hours drive to muar so we went to the malaysian house to stay one night first then go the next day.The next day we drove up ard 11am.Haha on the ride thr my bros and i were like playing lame games at the back of the car and singing!Haha I realised that practically the whole of malaysia must consist of oil palm trees cos seriously, we were like travelling alongside them for 150km of road!:) Haha the journey passes pretty fast when you are having fun tho and when ur father is cursing other drivers and driving at 120 km/h.So anyway we got thr in no time at all, all hungry cos it was lunchtime.My grandad brought us to try the famous muar otak and satay!=) damn nice! later we wen to this newly renovated shopping centre and we went to the arcade.my parents, for the first time, actually sponsered us and played with us too!:) soo fun raced with my bros in daytona:) played drums versus my mum too.She was like banging the drum, panicking and saying ' how come it move so fast?!' Haha it was such a funny sight, so i was like laughing till i kept missing the beat.:) after that we went to dairy king to get ice creams!Went out for dinner with granny and grandad, my uncle, aunty and cousins!my younger 5 year old cousin is like really pretty and cute!:) she kept calling my lil bro 'stupid ben!' cos he kept following her ard trying to scare her.Haha!my other cousin, ard ben's age, and i went to feed the fishes with peanuts.However, i missed a bit of the national day parade. Boo. I din see the fireworks cos busy playing.=( nvm still got naxt year ba. Anyway HAPPY belated BDAE S'PORE!:)

Haha the next day the early risers got to go with my grandad to eat at this roti prata place nearby.Haha chatted with him about his past cos he lived thru the 2nd world war and stuff.Haha I asked him what province we are from in China cos im not sure.my grandad was sold as a slave when he was 7, he says his name was ah lai and he was cantonese, but when he got to malaysia, his adoptive family were fujian people so he speaks hokkien.Haha so by right im cantonese like yee ching!He told us abt the war and seeing naval battles between the british and japanese too.:)
We went back later to find my elder bro still asleep in bed.Haha!

Oh yea my whole family went for a blood test cos recently my grand aunt got cancer and they want to see if its genetic and wanted to check the condition of our blood.I was so freaking scared cos i hate needles.we went one by one.my mum went first.we like saw our red blood cells on screen and there are viruses, organisms, urea crystals and cholesterol lumps visible floating ard among the red blood cells.My family is ok for now but my mum's blood condition wasn't very good, the doc said that it may be a sign of the early stages of cancer and told her to go and get a tumour marker test.:( only my younger bro din get the blood test cos when the doc pulled out the needle my lil bro started to scream and cry then ran ard the room with my dad chasing him.Haha!It was real hilarious.Well after that we went back to gran's for dinner.Played com games with my elder bro (he brought his laptop) till late.Haha I like command and conquer a lot!But i suck in it.Haha my bro can defeat enemies that are 'overgod' but i can only defeat 'hardcore' ones.Its like the lowest level.LOL!Haha but nvm not too bothered, its fun so can le.=)

The next day woke up early to play with my cousins till we had to leave.Haha they are like soo cute.Haha my 20 year old cousin stopped by and he said i had grown since the new year( the last time i came).Haha he's afraid i'll catch up and beat him.Haha but i doubt that, he is ard 1.78m?My other cousin is like 1.8m+!How come they get all the tall genes in the family?!Haha nvm i just hope i will continue to grow.:)

After that we left for home, but along the way my mum made another stop in JB.To, guess what?SHOP.Haha i was pretty tired cos stayed up late the night before so went with my bros to the bookshop while my parents shopped and read 'chick lit'.Haha later we had dinner then went home late.Waa tmr is like school and my big bro is leaving for england.Its gona be a sad day.:( plus i have my o level eng oral as well.Boo.
Nvm shall enjoy it while i can.Going out to shop with vi ting now!:)
Bye!

'an epoch of life?'

2007-08-05T11:01:00.000+08:00

Yay!Blogging, taking a break from mugging and practising maths.

Haha im like sooo happy that I've started to properly study!:))

Haha made a small list of things I've gotta complete by today or die.

- Complete 2 chapters of physics ( turning effects of forces,pressure)

- Study and practise integration, kinematics and relative velocity (+ finish math hwk)

- Finish memorising the conditions for organic chem processes in the RIGHT order.

- Read English Teacher and study for lit test!

Haha hope i continue to feel the inspiration and urge to study HARD.Haha I hate that feeling of inertia when you cant seem to start studying.Haha but then i feel so motivated and actually happy.My usual laugh is different nowadays, dunno why.Haha heck Im not emo-ing, just a curious realisation when the BLs pointed it out.Oh yea!Which reminds me, it sorta came back on friday when the netballers went out again!Haha though not really the same, I must be out of practice.Anyway on friday we just went to eat at pizza hut where this waitress was like super rude but I thought it was funny cos when she was like saying all the rude stuff, I was staring at her mis-shapen eyebrows that she drew on her face. Haha cant blame me laa, it was obvious that one arched the wrong way from the other.Haha!Then anyway we left and went to shop at amk hub where we tried this new organic yogurt!Haha its gona sell at $1 per cup every wed at amk hub, cheap and delicious!Haha it supposed helps to encourage weight loss.Well, we ate and sat on some steps then we were singing and whistling!Haha it was funny and a good way to de stress.

So on sat, another quite eventful day.Haha studied, watched a movie and went swimming with friends. I feel more fit now!:)

Haha this morning I woke after dreaming of maths last night!Haha I dreamt that I had to do this kinematics question then just when i woke up in the morning I solved it!Haha good omen huh?Now Im so happy!Its kinda impt to start the day on the right note i guess!=)

Well now I gotta go do my work again.Later Im going to study lit with anuja then we going to shop awhile after.:)

Stay happy!!=)

i need some time by myself.

the memory is fading, couldnt see the same as I saw before.

these things dont interest me anymore so please dont twist the words.

'the way I ARE!'

2007-07-28T13:01:00.000+08:00

Haha suzanne vega is a real cool singer.:)
Im now listening to her music. Her voice is really smoky and sweet,nice combi i guess.
Haha ok anw its now the WEEKEND!Haha I wonder why im actually here.
Well just thought i'd go online while im stuck at home cos its RAINING!!Haha rain so much, its cold and wet outside so im lazy to leave the house cos its nice and warm here.I love to lie in bed with the warm blanket pulled up to my chin.Haha dun u agree thats nice?If any poor soul who happens to read this and hasnt tried it before, haha u have a chance to do so now while the rain lasts( or whenever it does rain again). Haha i really cant decide whether i like rain or not.I guess if you're purposeful then the rain spoils ur plans but if you're just slacking ard(a.k.a me), the rain is a comfort, makes you feel so loved.
Hey,if you're still bothering to read on then read this and guess what the poem is about!:)

Today i am a small blue thing
made of china
like a marble, like an eye
cool, smooth, curious
i never blink.
Cold against ur skin,
fingers as i fall down
skipping on the side walk
thrown against the sky
scattering white light.

What am I?
A rain droplet!
Haha the rain makes one feel so poetic!
Okay i just realised that this post really has no purpose!
Haha i should just stop here and go watch 'my lucky star' and then go out later when it stops raining( if it does).
Enjoy the rain!
Bye!=)

An angel sits upon the wall,
her mocking smile says it all.
She records the rise and fall
of every soldier passing.
But the only soldier now is me,
i'm fighting things i cannot see,
I think its called my destiny,
and i am changing
from the old person of before.

2007-07-25T17:55:00.000+08:00

楊丞琳 - 理想情人

穿上洋裝看著手錶
時間快到心碰碰的跳
和你的第一次約會來臨了
金色的陽光灑滿人行道
換了新唇膏把頭髮弄好
要你看到我的好
喜歡看你走路充滿自信
說話時候你的專注眼神
溫柔的表情笑容裡的天真
我相信　找不到有比你更好的人
你心裡理想情人是幾分
是否也會有我的份
好想知道你的100分　會給怎樣的人
親愛的你不要再陌生　增加我戲份
我想問　親愛的你把感情升等
朋友變成情人　可不可以
告訴我標準　不要讓我一直等
REPEAT＊＃
聽著那時間滴答的走　對街的你在點頭
好像一個夢　漸漸走到我前頭

Haha such a nice song!The song im currently listening to a LOT!Haha.
Rainie Yang is really a good singer.
I also developed a love for S.H.E songs.Haha and of cos i liked Fahrenheit first.
My knowledge of chinese songs is like so limited la!Haha.Trying to discover more of 'chinese culture' now, mabe it will be of some help when i take my o' level H.Chi!I HOPE but as usual, in vain.
I've discovered that chinese dramas are like sooo nice lo! Haha i will always rmb the first i really ever watched, that was ' Holland V' in pri sch. Then, i din really like chi dramas but now my interest has been revived again!Thanks to the likes of Hanakimi, DEVIL BESIDE YOU and huan huan ai!Haha sooo sweet lo!
Haha many thanks to chiew yee for intro-ing me to them!=)

Lol I just realised that i was gushing in that paragraph. Haha anyway, surprise surprise im actually updating my blog in just a few days after the last post!Haha the blogging urge must be here again!Haha today went to sch as usual and thr was MOE interview for the teachers ( thank you MOE) so we had a few free lessons!Today was relatively normal haha lame stuff in class. Haha oh yea thr is a 4/1 picnic again on mon!Everyone who wants to participate pls bring FOOD!!Haha this mon we had a 'picnic' then J.Low brought yummy tomato soup, Joc brought chicken with rice( some dish that was really nice!), ying xian brought waffles with butter, yee ching and chiew yee brought biscuits and i brought crisps.Anuja din come that day so she missed out.Lol!Haha nvm la still got the coming mon then i will bring smth much nicer( i hope!)

Haha now i btr go do my work. I like owe so much maths hwk la but then like no mood to do. Haiz nvm must at least try la so im gna do now while this mood for hard work lasts!XD Bye everyone!Lets just try to survive this week and hopefully more!=)

Sadness occurs but every once a situation goes wrong. Not every moment should be overcome with dread, cos sadness is special in its own way, though not if used too much.

2007-07-21T11:39:00.001+08:00

Haha as usual im like too lazy to update.

its just like getting worse and worse.I even thought of deleting my blog but i was too lazy to even think abt it.LOL! But anw the reason im updating is that im stuck at home now.SICK.Even my horoscope says that im to be worried abt my health for the next few of days.Weird coincidence?

Haha i planned to go shopping with 'iwannabeachef' guy today.But then lucky me has a fever and so the trip's off.Nvm we still have plenty of time b4 he heads back to england i guess.Hmph he btr giv me a pressie b4 he leaves.

Btw, my dad is like uber generous these days.Haha well at least he is mellowing, maybe cos he's old?HAHA!!He will so kill me if he hears me saying this!Its kinda a family joke cos my dad is living in denial and thinks that he's still the 'young dad'.

Well anw Keke showed me this new website- www.deathclock.com. Its tells you ur estimated date of death.Creepy huh?Haha im to die when im 79 years old on July 21, 2070.Morbid la!Haha my younger bro lives 3 yrs longer than me and my elder bro dies 7 yrs earlier!Its just weird to think abt death, kinda makes you hope that ur soul is like safe or smth.Ive already lived 1/5 of my life, but well no regrets yea?:)

Been so long since ive updated that im too lazy to rmb.Nowadays we are all just rushing to study for o'levels and keep up with the hwk that its just crazy.Btw i feel less burdened alr cos i got accepted by Vjc recently. Its hard to describe how i feel.I mean everyone probably thinks im thanking my lucky stars haha but im not too sure abt that.Haha its gna be a tough two years ahead.I think i dun mind the work, but still im worried.DSAing may be worse then just doing plain o' levels after all cos ppl expect u to perform more in jc.I really hope that some ppl will accompany me thr and I know that thr will be ppl but still i'll really miss those ppl who dun.Its so hard to think that after these 4 years and meeting so many wonderful ppl and really feeling part of anderson, we're all going to leave and gna grow apart.I mean all our four years we've spent almost 12 hours of each weekday in sch so its kinda hard not to have feelings for the place and the people you see every day.Haha now i sound so nostalgic!

HARRY POTTER is out!Haha dun get me wrong, im not a huge fan of Harry Potter but its like the last book that is out now so i really really wana knw the ending.Im waiting to borrow anuja's to read, however my dad decided to spoil it all by going online just now to find out how the ending goes.I dun really like the ending which my dad claims is the real one cos its just sad.I dun wish to spoil the surprise for anyone who reads this so im not gna say anth!=)

Hey i just went to the four one forum just now to take a look. i shall type the address here so i wun forget next time. www.fourone.ath.cx Haha that way i'll rmb.Anw i just read all the lame things and im gna kill sum ppl on monday.Haha and i just realised i forgot to test daniel on whether he really memorised the chem tb after all!

Haha oh yea i just rmb.10 of us 4/1 ppl (cy,yc,joc,jl,me,aja,yq,tim,yz,dan) went to eat lunch and to watch Harry Potter movie on Wed.Haha we were walking to amk hub when we realised that 9 ppl were ex 2/6ers and the only ex 2/5er was yann qi.Haha it was fun and the movie was nice!Haha this is like the third movie a group of 4/1 ppl have watched together.(The 1st being Pirates of the Carribean 3 and the 2nd being transformers.) I hope that we all stay in contact and keep going out to do things often even when our class has graduated.4/1 forever!:)

Haha just recalled that the netballers went out on thu to buy Joanna's Bday present!Today is her birthday.HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOANNA! Haha it was fun to be going out together again cos we havent gone out in like a couple of weeks le.I hope we can still find time to go out in the near future but i knw its gna be hard cos we all gta study and stuff.

Well i think i shall upload some random pics now and be off cos i wana eat then sleep!:)

Bye!

2007-04-01T16:03:00.000+08:00

Ahh i typed a super long post then my computer blacked out and now its GONE!!!Grrr...
Haha ok to summarise it, i was blog-surfing and chanced upon a blog of someone whom i do not knw but then what the person typed enlightened me a little on the questions that ive been emo-ing about and the questions abt life and all that.Haha i do not know how to put much of what i've learnt into words in this blog so ive decided not to.:) Haha but thanks to the person!

And so today I have a April Fools' resolution.Haha i realised that the past few weeks ive been very emo and so i shall not be any longer but im gona be cheerful and instead DO something with my life.Ive decided to be a happy, nicer person so others can be happy too!:)) If i slip off the way at anytime and start emo-ing, i give whosoever who read this the permission to whack me and bring me back and remind me of this resolution k?
Last but not least,
HAPPY APRIL FOOL'S DAY!=)

2007-03-18T19:18:00.000+08:00

Thank you turkey!:))
If you ever read this thank you.lol.
ps.miss you LOADs!
Take care and come back soon k?=)
i need you.

2007-03-16T21:37:00.000+08:00

Haha im back and this is quite rare that im actually blogging a few days after i just posted something!LOL.Hmm let me see, well i just realised that i wish to blog a little of what i think cos i think in this way its actually easier to sort out the thoughts.Haha i realise that i do think a lot of random stuff.

ANW, hais well in my last post i mentioned the 'stuck in a rut' thing.Haha well i think that i managed to conquer it after all and now im just stuck wif 24 of my 44 pieces of hw.Haha not bad after one whole day of chionging.Hmm mabe can finish before the start of sch ba.Slim chance but still possible!AHHHH i just whacked my leg against the com table!!!Ahh what is this?!Hais my left ankle is weirdoly injured these few days lo.Haha first i skinned it like one whole patch of skin came off when i hit this SAME stupid com table then ytd i accidentally wore a spoilt slipper and kinda sprained it when i slipped la!Hais bad luck ba.Haha but nvm it will heal soon ba.Haha oh yeah we had netball training today and before that went wif vi ting to J8 to buy slippers and to eat subway!Haha we tried the pizza sub and talked about our emo stuff.LOL.Haha then we rushed to training later and yep it was fun!Haha we were all laughing a lot and during break we talked a whole load of weird stuff like when the world is going to end blahblahblah.Haha it was quite profound and pretty fun!:)) Haha then later after training sent BL and anuja off before going with vi ting to amk hub to walk ard.Haha the place is very nice lo so clean and big and lots of shops and NICE doughnuts on B3 level.:))) Haha so we shopped ard and i finally bought a sch wallet.We went to this shop and it had a news cutting of fahrenheit!!!Haha abt them visiting another of the same chain of shops in Singapore.Haha wang dong chen is so totally sweet u knw?!Haha he waited for a girl that he liked for 9 HRS in the rain and stuff on valentine's day justtogive her a bouquet of flowers!!!Ahh so sweet!XD Haha but the sad thing is the girl din like him back and thus din turn up..Hais no happy ending lo but nvm still very sweet of him.Haha he did that abt 2 yrs ago btw.=) Haha according to the article, he likes conservative women who can cook and who are caring lo.Haha sadly there wasnt any info on wu zun..just on yan ya lun who likes pretty girls.LOL.Haha but well today was overall and interesting day.

Ok gotta rush off now to do hw and eat smth!!Feel so hungry!Haha :)))

Bye!

ps. Here's a pic of wang dong chen and wu zun!

Focus on the present.Forget the past.Dream of the future.

2007-03-13T17:41:00.000+08:00

Hi!:)
Haha ive officially given up on updating my blog regularly.Too busy to really care i guess, looks like im kinda the same way to other things as well huh?
Haha O's are like so close now, soooo close. Im kinda freaking out here, hais studies are impt i know, im just afraid cos currently the urge to study is like totally not here.Haha must start must start but then cannot start leh?
Haha anw i realised that im kinda looking forward to the future, to have a different lifestyle from the one im currently leading.Hahaha to get an apartment, work flexible times, shop, travel the world.Haha but i know that in order to make the 'different lifestyle' better i must study now then go uni,get a job blahblahblah.Haha the problem is, im stuck in this rut.Cant seem to move left, right, front or back.Im trying to see whats holding me back, trying to get rid of all the responsiblilities, free the binds and stay sane!
Haha i feel really grateful for the distractions ard me, a chance for me to act like im not me, haha to pretend to be a rich woman with the BLs on shopping outings, 'falling for' cute guys on TV and riding the PP hotel lift at night staring at the rest of the city below, lighted up and all the busy people trying to carve a space for themselves in this world.Haha ive been questioning myself, what do we live for? Love and life?Haha i realise that nowadays i respect and love food a whole lot more..The taste of food.The type to eat.The choice of food that you get daily.Live to eat, eat to live.LOL. Haha i guess all im saying is pretty random huh?Haha im just really trying to sort out my thoughts, lol bear with it.
Haha anw i just read this book its called ZERO, its actually about this beautiful, talented artist who acquires an eating disorder. She has everything, the looks, the talent, plenty of love from family, friends and her special someone and a bright future. No pressure nothing.
Makes you think, no matter how sure you are that your life wouldnt screw up, it could have already screwed itself.Up till the end she doesnt get it, doesnt understand what just took her by surprise, how this eating disorder that she still doesnt believe exists ruins her whole life.Wow.
Haha i planned write an excerpt from the book here but im just too lazy to. Hmm let me upload some pics bah. OOPS. Ok im not very sure how i uploaded them must have appeared before this bah. Haha nvrmind i shall head off now cos i need to study and do hw!=)

THANKS:) to the following:
Netball juniors- for all the support, smiles and laughter throughout this year.All of us seniors are really grateful for it!=)))
Councillors- Haha i would like to thank the sec2s who planned the council cohesion!Haha the food was delicious and the sparklers were fun to play with!And for all the people who helped out in recent events thanks a lot!:)))

Haha ok bye!

2007-02-05T18:25:00.000+08:00

WA its really been a long time.
Sorry for the long delay!:P
Haha I havent been using the com a lot the past weeks.Just havent had time etc.Lol
Anw today i felt that i just had to come online and just had to update my blog!Haha tmr i have Amaths test!We've alr had our Bio test last week which i think i totally screwed up lo.But nvm only term one le..Haha:)

Here's a quick update:

- AND netball came in 1st in the Daisy Tan Carnival!!XDD so happy about that lo!Finally i got my first award for netball lo!Really happy!:)
The netball tournament is okay for the moment i guess.We just need to jiayou and beat St nicks on wed!Im sure that if we all played like we did at the carnival in the same spirit we can win de!:) JIAYOU!! Haha the juniors also did well!Their fighting spirit so strong!JIAYOU JUNIORS!:)

-Council: Preparing for Hearts Connection day which is like round the corner!I think everyone is preparing even earlier this year compared to others!This year must really buy for ppl lo since it being the last year and all.Haha hope the day is a real success and that Andersonians can feel the ambience.LOL.Haha anw well council had a few rough patches that we addressed last GM on Fri in which we all laid everything out and tried to straighten things.I guess i did feel quite moved during the meeting and now i guess im pretty much motivated! Hope we shall all work harder and be more council-like.=)

Haha bsides netball and council gt studies,hw and outings with frens(includes crapping with the BLs and hanging with the netballers!)XD
Haha which reminds me abt the happenings ytd!Went with the BLs to go buy Valentine's Day present!Haha we went to Raffles City and Marina Square there and basically roamed ard looking at loads of things!Haha we ate a lot instead of buying a lot!XD But well the food there is exceptionally tasty looking!Haha and i have yet to try the donut place that kaxin and viting intro-ed me to.The donuts look tasty esp the double choc one that vi ting says is nice!
Haha in all we drank milk tea at MOS(our latest craze!Crepe not Crap!Lol.), ate fried mars bars(viting experienced being called a weirdo by the cashier), ate kai xin's cheesy curry chicken which like the BL said is real gd!Haha i nvr knw that calamari rings were full of potato till u told me lo BL!Haha we also ate ban mian and ate sum Jap ice cream from Azabu Sabo!:) Haha we shopped ard and saw lots of nice dresses.Looks like those big t-shirt dresses like the one viting wore on that day are 'in' right now!Haha:)
Oh yes and we also went to the Pan Pacific Hotel to ride on the glass elevator till the top floor!Really cool experience lo!Go at night like u are speeding to the moon and stars lo!But we went during the day and we saw a lot of sights, like we were suspended in mid air.A lil frightening lo!The BL viting was like going:' ahhhh we're gona die!!' Haha but well ytd really felt like a special holiday in the middle of sch lo!It was a gd chance to forget worries and i felt soo much better today in sch.:)
Haha okay i think i btr stop myself from talking too much now cos i have to do tons of hw which i am sadly behind in and study for Amaths test!Haha I shall try to update as often as i can ba!
Ciao'!

2007-01-02T22:16:00.000+08:00

Hi everyone!:)
Back from a LONG absence.
Ive been so lazy to blog lo, sorry hor.
Haha i actually planned to start blogging on Jan 1 2007, bu ended up i forgot.
AGAIN.-_-"
Haha btw..
Wishing everyone a..
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!XD

Im praying that 2007 will be a V.Gd year for all lo.
I cant believe it im actually sec4 alr!
Ahhhh...
O' levels this year.Aiya dun think abt it le.
Haha concentrate on the upcoming netball tournament first ba.
REALLY really hope that we can pull through as a team and do the best we can and do Xtra well!:) Good luck to all the netballers!Haha we shall be training quite a bit, must run 2.4km every day after sch.Nvm can slim down and stamina will improve lo!=)

I have so much to say and write but the words are so jumbled up that i really give up!
Haha lesson learnt: If u want to blog, blog regularly so that u dun have too much to say and forget it all.
Ok my dad's calling.
Ciao!=)
Have a gd first day of sch everyone!XD

2006-11-19T12:08:00.000+08:00

hi!
im back again after such a long time.
Wow i cant believe last time i posted was like on the 12th of nov!
Whats the date today?
Oh yeah its the 19th i think.=)

Anw the week passed relatively fast like most holidays.
I cant really rmbr what i did during the start of the week but I roughly know that all my time was devoted to mostly netball:), swimming,out with friends,shopping, playing rugby etc.

For netball we went for RGS carnival on the 15th i think which was like wed?
We beat all teams except for rgs team one so i guess we can just call it a job well done.
YAY!:)
Later we (kaixin, viting, me, sinyee, ziqin, elia, yuhui, joanna and coach) went out to shop at ps, EAT at pizza hut etc and chit chat.
Haha prob got closer?
Anw later we went to kallang for more netball till abt 10plus at night!
So it was a whole netbally day.

Oh yea then on the 16th (thu)
we (kaixin, sinyee, viting, anuja and me) went to watch Step up at J8.
WA!Channing tatum who plays the male lead in the movie is soo cute.hehe XD
Nice movie on the whole, i wanna get the dvd!:)
Haha later we went to causeway to shop till abt 5.30 when we went to meet the rest at woodlands to go for another match with republic poly.
We won!XD
Haha my toe hurts tho, it got skinned but i shall spare u all the gruesome details.
LOL.
Haha so it was a great day in all.

Friday hmm basically i slacked at home for once then later went to cycle with matthew, derrick and yensen.Haha then later we went home to change and go swimming and to play rugby.
Cool i cant believe im actually learning rugby lo.It's a really rough game from what i hear from matt.Nvm hopefully it will help my netball?:)

Saturday. Slacked at home again putting some hard thought into the carnival happening on the 25th nov at anderson!Hey guys who are reading this.GO la!=)
Anw then later went down to practise netball with minyee, matthew, yensen.
And gave derrick a few tips on the mtv he's making for 'his girl'.Haha cheesy la derrick!XD
We all swimming later and then ate by the pool then went to the exercise place to try pull ups.
I can do one!=) Haha the champion pull-upper according to derrick would get bandung drink.
So the champion in the end was matt with 12 pull ups winning 2 bandungs from derrick.
Haha we talked till about 7.30 and then later we wen home to change then met up again later to go to northpoint to eat and shop for the present that derrick wanted to get for 'his girl' instead of the mtv.After much discussion and growling tummies, derrick bought a stuffed dog for $20.
Haha then we went to kfc to eat then later walked to pasar malam to buy more stuff to eat and then walked home.
Fun.:)

2006-11-13T10:37:00.000+08:00

Whoops!Its been such a long LONG time since I've updated.LOL.
Haha good times last week.

Class chalet.=)
It was so fun!
At aloha loyang, i think thats wad its called anw its at pasir ris there.
Kudos to geng an who booked the chalet!=) It was a nice location,
even though quite far in but then the walking part wasn't very long i guess but it was kinda fun to walk at times!XD
We did a lota things there which are here in my memory but I'm too lazy to write them down.
Hopefully they will remain?=P
We played A LOT!
badminton, card games, xbox thingy?, truth or dare, monkey=), arcade and lots more.
daniel, I don't care,U're still LOUSIER!XD joking la.
Haha BBQ was great too!
Another thanks to geng an and his family for planning everything etc.=)
We also went to downtown east a few times to eat!
The wanton noodles there rocked!michelle introduced de.=D
The lights were also lovely and the christmas decoration was nice!
I have some of the pictures that I snapped in my phone but unfortunately can't transfer to the computer.Nvm when I do I will certainly post it on my blog before christmas is over so everyone who reads this can enjoy!=)
Haha it brings back many memories both sweet and a little bitter cos they're over.
Oh yes!I rmbr that night when the BLs( viting and kaixin) visited!
We learnt to play a new game called 'pig'.
Lol in both rounds that everyone( Bls, yoke cheng, michelle, wei qiang, geng an as well as me)
played guess who got to be the all time pig twice?
ME la.
Haha the first round I had to do a forfeit which was to write my name on the wall with my butt while they videoed me!WA! SO embarassing la!But in the end was okay la cos I went to chase and snatch the phones of those culprits who videoed me and deleted the video!=)
Haha the second forfeit everyone thankfully forgot cos more people came into the room!YAY!
Haha thats one memorable incident that I wouldn't forget in awhile i guess!
Anyway, I stayed over the first two nights and went home on the third day in the afternoon and slept at home.Then the next day after lots of persuasion by michelle,other factors and cos the BLs were going I decided to head back for another days of fun.We left at night after all the 'pig' games.Very fun though!=)
Well that's class 2/6 chalet for you!I wana have one in dec too!But wishful thinking la.XD

So anw mon through to thu was solely devoted to class chalet and shuttling between there, school and home.I learnt new bus routes!:p
OH ya!On sun before the first day of chalet I went to yen sen's BBQ to celebrate his birthday.
Quite fun playing netball with minyee and having late night swims.
Plus the food was delicious and the cake rocked!
Happy birthday to YS again!=)

Haha well friday was largely a netball training, council GM and eating with all the netballers!
Another largely eventful day but since I'm pressed for time I shall not go into details just that it was overall a nice day.=)

Saturday- the family day
I slacked at home from the morning, playing with my family lo.
Haha then in the evening we prepared to go out to watch a movie 'An Inconvenient Truth'
Heard of it?My thoughts exactly but my dad was super enthu about it so we went lo.
Haha took the train to dhoby ghaut and went to plaza sing to watch the movie after shopping a bit. I realised, it has been a long Long time since my parents have been to plaza sing much less watched a movie there.-.-
Haha we made it into the cinema hall in one piece though and watched the movie.( my dad, mum, ben and me)
Haha during the movies I received a very urgent message that I just had to reply to so I msged a bit and my mum caught me!
Haha but she was worst than me laa!Cos she fell asleep halfway through!XD
Then later after the movie my mum was like remarking to my dad,'Wa this hannah halfway through the movie, msging lo!'
Of cos i replied 'Haha at least not like you ma!Fall asleep during the movies hor?'
Haha then my mum got that sheepish look on her face and I was laughing my head off.=)
Then my dad,who was the only one during the movie to not msg or sleep, had this 'leng diao' face.Haha
We went to eat summore and later we walked down to somerset looking at the christmas lights that were practically dripping like jewels from the trees lining orchard road!Lovely sight though and I snapped more photos with my phone.=)
It was fun hanging out with my family for once.
Haha then at the MRT station, cracked super lame jokes with my dad la.
Example: my dad said ' i have a friend who is a baker.' and i reply ' well he must make a lot of dough'(another word to describe money)
LOL.Lame right?My dad was trying to teach me this the whole time and i was like -.-
Haha then we played this competition game thingy where both of us and ben had to balance on one leg till the train came( another brilliant game invention by my dad)
YAY!Yours truely won. Being at the height of life, according to my dad.
Haha we tried it again in the train cos it was like moving and thus tougher and cos my dad wanted to prove that he had better balance.Haha he almost toppled into a couple lo.
And then he finally gave up!=DD
Yay the winner!!!
Haha then the rest of the trip we discussed songs etc.( ps. my dad is still living in the 1970s)
I enjoyed yesterday though.
Memorable family trip!
Though there was one missing, my elder bro paul cos he's in england now.
We called him up last night though, after we got home and I got him to promise to send me 20 pounds!!Thats equivalent to S$60!!
Yay!=)

Anyway I got to go now!
Going cycling with yensen and matthew le!
Cheers and do have a nice day!=)

2006-10-29T20:18:00.000+08:00

Ello!:)

Sorry for the long absence.

Haha I havent really been bothered to update cos busy having fun etc.
Now there is like a lota things to blog about.
Haha nvm i shall just blog about movie marathon till today ba.

Lets see.
The last day of school was a blur.
I only rmbr doing stuff for the carnival and
the prize presentation.
Haha for the prize presentation councillors were down for duty cos mrs goh ask me get people.
So cos i was kinda late coming to school I rmbr asking yann qi help a bit.
Haha he put marven and subeer in charge and they both were arguing who should be the head cos neither wanted to be.LOL.
So then we went to get the stuff to prepare.
When we went to the hall we were greeted by the song from 'gong'!
Marven and I were like so happy laa
He thinks of 'joking' and I think of 'big mouth' XD
the song rocks!
Im gona download it soon.=D

Anw that night viting, kaixin, yuhui and I went for the movie marathon.
Haha viting, kaixin and I went to J8 first to have dinner.
Haha personally the movie marathon was lots of fun
though there was some un-necessary screaming during the scary movies.
Haha i rmbr the BL kaixin grabbing my arm trying to scare me during Ju-On.
Waa i was scared laa i jumped up!
kaixin said my face very funny then she laugh a lot.
Haha then i laughed and beat her with my hankerchief.
It was very fun!=)
Haha the BLs fell aslp though while yuhui and i stayed up through the movies
except I fell aslp during 'the fog' cos it was kinda boring.
Haha yuhui very pro laa can stay up the whole night!
Haha oh yes!
we made new friends in the dark.
I was like half-aslp at ard 3am so i duno half the things i was saying.XD
Overall, movie marathon was good, haha thnaks to the b-ballers for coming up with smth liddat and thanks to yann qi for nicely providing the tickets!=)

Haha after movie marathon, went with the BLs to eat after sending yuhui off.
My stomach was killing me though.
Nvm as long as it doesnt hurt now then ok le.
Haha went home later and bathed and slept till ard 1pm.
Viting called me but i didnt pick up cos i was still aslp, turns out she nearly lost her wallet for good AGAIN.Haha she is one lucky person.
Yeps then later when i was awake, got some many calls from yen sen and matthew
cos they wanted to try to make fried mars bars and were having a 'hard' time.
Haha so in the end,went to yen sen's house to help out.
Ate one or two, was quite nice!
Talked with them and watched some documentary about model planes then went home.
Later I watched 'gong'!
All the way till at night, then slept.=)
'Gong' rocks man!

Haha the past few days i have been studying chinese to prepare for chinese O's on monday.
and went swimming and played rugby with yen sen and matt.
Not to forget,
watching 'GONG'
Ive finished the whole season le!
YAY!=)

Haha i suddenly feel this sense of freedom
probably cos i cleared up some things in the past few days.
Resolution before year ends: Tie up all loose ends and make everything new.
Haha kinda lame but true.=)

Cheers!

2006-10-23T18:13:00.000+08:00

Wow in a blink of an eye
a year has passed.
well almost.
the end of school is here.
Wow :)

Looking through the diaries of 2006 :)

life in a crystal ball
who is the person im to be?
who is the man i see?
lost my heart
buried it too deep
in the iron sea

oh crystal ball
crystal ball
hear my song
tell me life is beautiful.

not sure im even here
the more i look
the more i think that
im starting to
disappear.

Oh, crystal ball, crystal ball
Save us all,
tell me life is beautiful
Mirror, mirror on the wall
Oh, crystal ball,
hear my song
I'm fading out,
everything I know is wrong
So put me where I belong.

infatuations.
confusion.
love.
emotional turmoil.
happiness.
frustration.
fun.
hate.
betrayal.

Grew through
the experiences
life got steadily different
new look.
new friends.

Deep dark sides
discovered
life in 3D
no longer the experience
i knew it to be

Naive no more

Clinging to the hope of life
magically filling with
rainbows and stars
the presence of true love; of devotion
Secrets
like precious stones or
like leaden weights
falling in the same trap again and again
Advantage in knowledge
yet ignorance is bliss.
a shield to the inevitable
a pointed wooden stake
through the heart.

Bitterness shrouded memories of him
sorrow dissolved in tears
tugged at the heart strings
in anguish.
Desperation
clutching to the straws of hope
falling, screaming silently into the
depths of the deep blue sea.

Cold seeping in
turning the burning flames
surrounding her in her nightmare
into flames of ice.
Tendrils of ice
now licking at her fingers
encircling her ankles
holding her from the urge
to run; to hide.

Lying on the sidewalk
exposed; shivering; helpless
cold concrete soaking
through her clothes
and deep into her bones.

The rain fading away
the clouds departing to expose her
to the rosy golden rays
of the sun.
Gradually she awoke,
sitting upright.
Why could she never remember
the past yet
only the dreams?

A slight smile slipped on her face.
picking herself up
she walks in peace
amongst the fresh buds of spring
into a golden gateway of light.

Strange liberation
with the realisation
old loves are old loves.

Have a nice day
cheers :)

2006-10-22T23:18:00.000+08:00

Haha i just want to crap a bit.
I'm actually trying to understand what love is.
Haha i just dun get it.=)

What is love?

love is simple
yet
love is complicated
love is untangible
yet
love can be felt
love is supposed to be something sweet
yet
love is something bitter at times
love makes you do thinks you never thought yourself capable of
love makes u do great
yet
at times stupid things

Love makes u search your innermost self
and your secret desires and needs
hence
Love= trancesdence.
Yay!XD

2006-10-17T19:17:00.000+08:00

SO much has happened the past few days.
Haha lols I know i havent been exactly updating but its just that there's so much to DO!!
Aha or im just lazy.XD
Anw what happened on Saturday u can find out from like viting's blog?
Haha she bothered to post lo.=)

Anw yep Sunday was like our relaxing day at my house lo.
Haha after all that shopping, eating and gosh the lots that we have done during all the marking days,
it was good to take a break from the hecticness of our 'after exams' schedule:) to relax.
Haha its was great.
We went swimming at my house downstairs, playing fake 'water polo' and netball and then we went to the spa(the 40 degree water was HOT btw) after which we went to this steam room and emerged looking like lobsters.
Haha then we used some aromatic soaps.
All the smells of like white lily, rose extract, milky fragrance, lavendar etc were like so calming on the soul.Lols haha we sure were intent on like enjoying the experience la.XD
So I guess Sunday was just about that lo.:)

Yay then Monday, we decided to go to Sentosa.:P
We went to catch some sun lo and just to enjoy like we always do.
We made our way there doing sudoku and chatting etc then we went to Siloso Beach.
Haha we kept walking around in search of a toilet to change
and after walking up the road following some sign and back again,
we finally found the toilet.Lols
Aiyo. Could Sentosa management please open up more toilets there please?Lols
Anw we werent that affected lo.
Haha we just changed, went to the beach but however, the sun was like covered by the thick cloud of haze that was moving in from the sea!!Haiz so wasted la.
But well, it was entertaining there.
There was some assholy guys playing on their surfboards lo.
Try act surfer but not even close la so they decided to show off to the ppl at the beach.
We were praying that the guys would tumble off their boards and fall in humiliating defeat into the sea,teaching them not to show off lo.One of them did.XD mean la.hehe but we cant help it.
So anw we just hung out and played with the sand and talked non-stop till we decided to go home lo.Haha it was real nice just to actually get time to slack at the beach.The feeling is good.=)

So this brings me to today!:)
School was as usual again, boo.
Haha it was boring cos got chinese la aiyo.
But anw hu lao shi gave the answers to the zong he tian kong.
And yours truely made a dramatic improvement from 0/10 to 5 or 6/10.
Haha my luck was good on that day i guess!XD yay!
So anw we also had to host the student forum today.
It was quite successful i guess!=)
ANKLE SOCKS ARE OFFICIALLY ALLOWED!!!YAY!XD
Good job to everyone involved!^_^
Haha many smiley faces.
So anw after school, I went with viting, anuja and yee ching to causeway point.
Haha we went to pizza hut and there we talked loads abt 'stuffs'.XD things that happened today.:)
Yay then after spending loads of time there we went to shop around.
Haha we like went into this shop 'the natural source'
and the shoplady or wadeva was like staring at us, then she followed us around like we were going to steal something, like we would la.Aiyo so we naturally got pissed and left.Hmph.:)
Haha we shopped at metro then we decided to go to the toilet before yee ching had to go home.
I was in a cubicle and was like there when this handphone suddenly dropped and rolled from some other cubicle into MINE!!!ARGH!Some more it was like ringing with this song.OMG.
Haha wads worse is that this hand followed the phone and was like groping around the floor of the toilet for the phone.Ewwwwwwww.Seriously!I was like ARGH!Why am I so unlucky?
Haha the hand couldnt find the phone so I just kicked it(the phone) into the other cubicle and escaped from there.Haha so funny when I told the others lo.According to viting, if I wasnt an honest person, i could have like grabbed the phone and left with it la.Hahaa but the whole incident was hilarious!!XD
Anw yee ching had to go home after that.So we said bye to her and carried on walking around.
We were going to Uncle Tidbits to buy drink when the BL took a short cut throught this QB shell place where they cut hair.
Then apparently, the woman working there was quite pissed, even though there was like noone in there.She was like 'OI GIRL!' but viting, as BL as she was,did not hear her and carried on and marched onwards to the shop.Haha then when we came out, the woman still wasnt working and she was like standing outside the QB shell and staring at us, namely viting.She just kept staring.
We were freaked out and carried on walking to the escalator.When we got on the escalator, we saw her AGAIN!!She was like standing at the railing looking down at us, which was like uber spooky la.
SHE IS SUPER WEIRD LA.XD
Haha but ltr we found the incident quite funny.

We carried on anw and guess wad we went to this shop, selling like cheapy stuffs like fake jewellery, feathers and such.
There the WORST incident of the day happend.
We were laughing and playing with these super fake and dorky rings when suddenly the display that was behind it just crash into the place at the cash register!
WE DID NOT EVEN TOUCH IT OK, SO NOT OUR FAULT RIGHT?!
Then that asshole of a guy said that no no cant, its our fault blah blah blah...
If u ask me, he was balancing the display on the edge of the wall la summore leaning the display of the rings on it.So no surprise it fell laa.
AIYO SO BLAME US FOR WAD??!!
haiz then he said 'if there are any damages, you all will have to pay.'
WADEVA.SO PISSED.
Then he made us wait bloody long, in front of many bystanders while he filed his way through the stuff that wasnt much.
WE WERE SUPER PISSED.
Then he held up a pair of teeny weeny weirdo earrings and said, 'this is damaged.'
He then held up a necklace with it and said 'this is a set with the earrings so you'll have to pay for it too.' THAT ALTOGETHER WAS ABT $30 K???!!WA SIAO.
We just looked at him.I couldnt believe my ears.WTH!!
Then he got guilty himself i guess, then he said 'oh maybe i have a pair of earrings that will go with this necklace, so maybe u dont need to pay for it.Btw the earrings are $6.90.'
HE KNEW HE WAS GUILTY TOO.IMAGINE IF WE PAID HIM STRAIGHT AWAY?wE WOULD HAVE LOST LIKE $10 EACH LA!!Aiyoyoyoyoyoooooo...
Then later we were like 'fine fine we pay u $6.90 lo.'
He suddenly said, probably feeling all the guilt and stuff, 'oh errr nvm la i try to sell these earrings as well.' Then he act so self righteous and tried to make us guilty lo.
I CONCLUDE HE IS AN ASSHOLE.
We have agreed NVR to patronise that shop again.
Haha we were all pissed.But nvm okay le.
No point thinking about ppl like HIM.Hmph, waste time.
Haha ltr we walk ard then we met jeremy seet.
We told him all abt that incident, still being very pissed and he had to bear with it lo.Haha thanks.=)
Hehe but our shopping mood was spoilt and we decided to go home.
Went home on the 169 with anuja and we went my house for awhile to play netball for like 20mins while she waited for the shuttle bus.
Haha even though our day was SPOILT BY THAT HORRID INCIDENT, it was actually quite a memorable day that was punctuated with odd,funny incidents.=)

This has been a super long post le!
Nvm hope it was nice to read?
Lols.Haha
Have a nice day!=)

Avoidance is necessary.
i've had enough.
sorry.

2006-10-13T19:46:00.000+08:00

Wow its been a long time since ive blogged.
Haha too busy with too many things to do la.
Then i havent really had the mood to post.
Oh yes btw as i'm writing this,
it's friday the 13th!!=)
Haha all good luck to everyone out there.LOls

Yesterday was very fun.:)
In the morning we had maths remedial
n that wasnt exactly what one would call fun
but compulsory ma.
then i went in late with anuja.Lols
I just dun have the mood to learn after exams!!
Haha doesnt everyone feel that way?=D
Anw we survived.
With me not understanding antyhing that was going on in maths and with anuja and taufiq having to patiently explain factor and remainder theorem to me.
Haha thanks a lot!=)

Later went home with yee ching and anuja.
Then viting called me and we discussed whether to go out.
So decided go bugis.
Then later we both fell aslp before we were supposed to meet at 2pm.
Woke up at 1 plus then msged each other
cos we both didnt feel like going very far.
So in the end to cut the story short we decided to go cycling.
BL viting came at ard 2 plus.
We tried in vain to pump up the bikes at my house.
But the wheels to one of my bikes was flat and got hole i think.
So in the end we were left with one bike and the miniscooter without brakes.Haha
So we decided to use both lo.
Haha then we went out of the condo to the nearby cycling track that led to guess wad?
Our OBS campsite that we kayaked to from pulau ubin in August!!
Haha i knew i was close to home that day.
It was so funny on the way there.
We got in touch with nature.Lols with me riding the miniscooter and viting cycling.
We travelled altogether more than 10km yesterday.
Wad an accomplishment!!=D
Haha then we oso took a connecting road from the OBS place to go to sembawang park.
The road was leading up a VERY STEEP slope so viting had to push the bike up.
There at sembawang park we went to the playground and gt in touch with the child within.Haha we played on the swings and then we played 'Scooby Doo' with this little guy who was from pri 2.To 'save face', viting said she was 12 and i said i was 10.
Haha ok la its was funny lo.
The guy was super lame, hahaha he got a wedgy when he slid down the slide cos he was only wearing a shirt and something that looked suspiciously like his underwear!!!
Haha wa it was hilarious lo!!!We were laughing our heads off.=)
So later we said bye to the funny lil guy then went to get a drink.
We then went to the beach and we exchanged the bike n miniscooter.
But then, viting hit herself on the ankle with the miniscooter at the start of our journey back.Haha so we loaded the miniscooter in the basket of the bike and viting stood behind me on the bike while i rode.
Then we got to the VERY STEEP slope again and we rode down.
Aaa the scariest experience going down la.
Cos viting was like standing beside me i felt full of responsiblity.
Later i lose control then she oso get injured?!
Haha then i was like gripping the bicycle handle bars and praying that we would survive till we got to the bottom.People who know abt the horrific accident i had at pri 4 would knw why im so scared abt crashing AGAIN.
Anw we went *zoom* down.
And halfway down this taxi was driving up quite fast.
I panicked lo!!And viting was happily behind me holding on.Haha so trusting lo.:)
Then I swerved to the left and managed to avoid the taxi.
Hahaha thanks to the goodness of fate, the kindness of the gods etc.
Then later viting took the bike again and i took the miniscooter and we went all the way home.Haha a happy ending without accidents.=)
We talked etc. by the swimming pool and walk ard northpoint later before going home.
Fun day!XD

2006-10-08T20:34:00.000+08:00

haha the Bls in the train.

haha here is the picture of kaixin holding up the candy by the strand of white hair.

2006-10-07T21:21:00.000+08:00

Wa long time nvr post le.
Hehe either i too lazy,
got exam gta mug
or too sian.
I feel guilty.
Im nw enjoying my new found freedom after exams le.
Even though they technically havent ended cos gt A maths, Literature and Geog paper one left le.
Aha i dun feel like studying lo.
I'M LAZY!

Anw must blog abt yesterday le.
Haha after the LAST paper of the week - higher chinese
which btw i tink im gona fail cos i nvr do the chang wen suo duan
Haha went with the netballers to orchard.:)
So shuang lo.First time shop after like so long since hitting the books.
Lols.Anw we went to eat at that food court at wima atria.
Damn nice lo.The food and the ambience.Ahaha=)
But there were like lame songs from like the 60s playing in the backgrd.
Haha yesterday ate so much as we shopped.
First, sliced fish soup+ rice, then prawn dumpling, then kaixin's ice kachang+ lime juice, then fried mars bar with ice cream+ coke.
Hehe pigging out lo.FUN!Esp when gt ppl eat wid u.=P
The fried mars bar n ice cream was exceptionally nice la.Haha kaixin recommend de. It's from that place called britain takeaway or sumtin like that at Far East.
Yay we bought HER present liaos.=)
Went to a place selling really nice notebooks with like cool words etc.
Haha so cool.The food made me sleepy though.And cos the place very relaxing so I was like falling aslp.Lols=P
Btw ziqin saw sumone at Far East.Haha so funny le, her expression i mean.
Oh ya and when kaixin bought some hard chewy candy from this white-haired man,
guess wad she found in it......A WHITE HAIR STUCK IN THE CANDY!!!!!Aaaa...
Scary lo. Imagine if u ATE it n DIGESTED IT!!!Someones dead cells in ur body.
Btw I have a picture of her holding the candy with the hair.But I cant upload it cos my USB cable to my phone is lost.Lols
Anw, we shopped till abt 4 then we went home.
In the train, kaixin, viting and I played Sudoku.
Haha and we managed 1 and a half of a puzzle before we reached yishun.
What an achievement!=)

Later at home, i was like slacking.
Then went downstairs to play netball wid the guys.
Talked with someone:) till abt 8
Then went home to watch Charmed.
Haha convinced that person to watch as well then later we talk online again.
Yesterday was a very fun, successsful day indeed.Haha=)

Anw today was also quite an eventful day le.
Yee Ching called me in the morning and told me that the PSI reading was above 130!!!
Then I was like totally shocked.Haha
Later I still went out in the haze
Haha cos went to 'study' with huda, viting, weian, terence, wei qiang and geng an.
We played throwing paper balls at each other.Haha
Then in the end viting and I left at ard 3
Went to woodlands to meet lyana so viting could return her lit book.
Haha so funny. Then later viting and I made a highly impromptu decision to watch a movie.Haha we went to watch ROB-B-Hood cos weian say the baby in the movie cute ma.
So naturally we were interested.:P
The movie rocked man!!!
The baby was damn cute!!Aaaaa..viting n I were like crying, laughing and exclaiming throughout the movie cos it was so NICE!!!Hey ppl!The movie is seriously worth watching lo.GO WATCH!Haha=P
Ltr after the movie we went to shop ard then we went to eat at pastamania.
Haha then now I just gt home not long ago le.
I think im really enjoying my new found freedom le.
Lols=)
Hehe this has been a LONG post le.
Just so much to talk about lo.=)
Hey everyone!
Enjoy the days after the exams k?
Lols regardless of the PSI.=P

Have fun!!=)

2006-10-02T18:01:00.000+08:00

Haha
this is one of my random posts.
During breaks in between the mugging.=)
I tink im going mad.
I onli slept like 3 hrs per night on average.
Last night i slept 2 hrs.
Haha i siao alr i bet.
Guess wad?
Last night i was talking to viting at abt 9 plus
abt how we bth havent study chem properli
den suddenly we were overcome by a brain wave
how abt she come ovr to my house to study the whole night
den the next day we go sch together.
Haha=)
And we did.
We study at my house till 1.30am
then we slept on the sofa for like 2 hrs
woke up ltr
studied and took the 6.15am bus=)

Waa im nt even tired nw
duno y le
nvms.
exams muz CHIONG!!
AAaaa.Haha jk la
im nt that siao yet.
though i knw that when i look back at this entry 2 weeks ltr
I will be like 'omg!was i that mad?'
Haha yes u r hannah.
face it.
Lols
Now i even hav a personality disorder!!!
Haha pls NO MORE EXAMS!!!

Actualli im doing this for my own entertainment.
im realli bored
Ive given up on exams le.=)

oh man.
smth embarassing happned ytd.
again.
but nt the same person lo
aiyooo
Haha but there r so mani nice things
that r happening nowadays le
im so happy
study till 2am
with good frens only.
im happy.

wads wrong wid me?
im supposed to b sad n depressed.

EXAMS!!
Muz go study GEOG!!
Jiayou everyone!=)

NVM im praying n hoping for the end to come le.
Am i a quiet person?=)

2006-09-29T21:44:00.000+08:00

Lols.
2 days never blog le.
Haha too busy lo.

Anw, invest was gd!
Job well done to the juniors for planning such a nice one.=)

Ok i cant exactly rmbr the past 2 days very well.
Guess its cos I was mugging like siao n other stuff.=)

Well i think i can rmbr at least what happened yesterday.
I went after school to get my hair cut cos its juz u knw irritating.
Lols.
Then the worse thing happened.
I didnt want the woman to cut my fringe
But you can guess what happened.
I closed my eyes for a MOMENT
ONLY a moment cos the hair was poking my eyes
And *chop*
she cut short my fringe!!Aaa...
Nvm, Viting has been trying to convince me all day tat its ok.
Haha thx BL for cheering me up!=)
Actually come to think of it, maybe it isnt so bad after all.:P

Well enough of the hair.
When I gt home, I forced myself to study SS.
Felt a sense of success when I managed to rmbr a chpter.
Studied all the way to 1.45am.
Den slept for 3 hours.
Studied more den left for sch!=)
Exams were like aiyo.
I die le
not enuf time to finish SS.
But actually i dun really mind.
English was ok i guess but i knw that I could have written better.
I DIDNT PlAN MY TIME WELL!
wasted la..
Haha anws no worries
its over and I guess I shld only worry about it ltr
when we are goin to get back our results.
Shall focus on the upcoming exams nxt week
And then..
HOLIDAYS!!
Yippee!
Ok I think too far le.
Well gd luck to everyone who is taking exams!
Cheer up and study hard!!
It will all be over soon!=)

2006-09-26T19:05:00.000+08:00

Today i gt up at like 4+am
cos i was supposed meet viting at 615am at amk.
Haha promised myself tat I WLDNT let her down.=)
Den i gt up and walked ard a daze.
And..
Guess wad?
I fell aslp again!!!!
Haha on the floor.-_-"
So..Lucky i gt up again at 550am
my mum shook me awake.
so nt so bad. Managed to gt out of the house by 6.
Gt to sch early.
Haha so funny le.=P

Yay!Today we got out of class at like 945am.
To prep for invest.
Everyone was enthu to do stuff.
Though we were hungry.
Very happy with the way the hall looks though.
Good job everybody!!!=)

We rushed to get sumtin to eat and went to change to blazer.
Then we had our last full dress quite impt rehearsal before tmr.
It went quite well.
Yay!=)

Slacked after sch.
Cleaned council rm and met yee ching and wei qiang at the piano.
Went to the sch lib to do work.
Went home ltr with lyana,huda,subeer,gaya and viting.
STUDIED SS!!
Double yay!=)

Have a little faith,hope in life.

2006-09-25T21:46:00.000+08:00

A lot of things in school today.

First, im so sorry to viting.
Sorry BL!!=)
Made u wait so long at amk le.

Haha later that funny episode in the PA area
was sooo funny.
Yet we could hav died if it realli was screwed up.
Viting look at me, I look at viting sure laugh de.
Haha
but yann qi super pro,nvr laugh den saved us all.
Lols.=)

Everyone today was super stressed plus emotional.
Gt scolded by my chi teacher
cos she wants me to stay bk after sch
to finish the WHOLE workbk
BY THIS WEEK.
Even though i got to study for SS FINAL YEAR EXAMS
on FRI.
I got pissed cos she only did tat to me
when other ppl oso never do.
But i had to fake it
cos i felt guilty all the same,
neglect chi so much.
And I said 'ke yi.'
So technically im goin rush through
as fast as possible.
Finished 64 pages le.
Wad an achievement.
But this could not have been achieved without Joanna's help.
Thx loads Joanna!!=)
Made it through the rest of the day.

Went for rehearsal.
Quite ok le.
But I tink i was too blur at sum impt moments.
Lols.
Viting distracted me with her BLness.
Later went opp wid viting,nithiya,anuja,lyana,huda,subeer and gaya
to the bubble tea shop.
Crapped abt brains and geniuses.
Sang wid viting at the bus stop later at abt 8pm.=)
Went home and slack.

Haiz.
My life is so confusing now.

I didnt know what would happen after that embarassing day
Haha anw not much damage done.
We are now good frens after all.
Lols.=)

I had to make a decision rite?
I realise
ure fading from my view,
falling into history.
Im really sorry.
I cant wait I guess.
U took too long le.

Dun b 'defined,confined by love':)
Seeing wad it does to ppl
im afraid.
being frens is the safest and best i guess
den u dun get hurt as easily as when ure exposed
in love.
But yet we all wan love cos it feels so good.
Lols.
Funny.
Cheers and hav a nice day!^-^

2006-09-24T11:13:00.000+08:00

Wow.
Yesterday was a number of firsts for me.
Haha i was slacking ard when i decided to hav a blog.
Yay.=)
Just felt the urge to have one all of a sudden lo.
Kudos to weewing for helping me to create the blog.=P
Thx so much fag.
Oh yes and thanks to viting the great BL for giving me the website for the blogskins.
Even though it turned out to be the wrong one in the end.=P
Haha BL!U forgot to add an 's' at the back.
No wonder i couldnt find it.LOLs.=)

Anw yesterday wasnt a very eventful day for me besides the blog stuff.
Woke up late.
Felt lazy and went on the com while watching TV at the same time.
Felt pressure to study but haiz failed to lift up textbook.
Talked to yee ching online.
Then realised the importance of starting to study.plus other things.=)
slack.slack.
Do blog plus study a little of SS.
And brought Ben, my little brother to watch 'Monster House'.
Haha it was so funny.
At the 'scary' parts, Ben put the popcorn carton ovr his eyes.=)
Haha so everytime I ended up being the 'extra' person who was laughing at all the scary parts.-_-" LOls.But not tat extra la.Gt sum adults also want to show that they not scared.So copy me. I hope.=P

Then went home on the shuttle bus. derrick and matthew msg me to go swimming with them. But in the end we postponed to today.So in the end I went down for awhile to practise netball.=P
Then at night the most embarassing thing happened online.
So im technically dead.
But got hope la.
Got help from friends online too.=) Thx!
My deepest, darkest reliance is GONE!!!
I should feel happy.
But they say 'ignorance is bliss'
I'm living in denial. Duno how to face him le.
Haha but nvm.
As my fellow BLs say time and again,
muz enjoy life!=)

2006-09-22T21:36:00.000+08:00

lols.
this marks the birth of my new blog.

Haha duno realli wad to write.

Haha nvr ever tot tat i wld hav one.
Then again,
things change.