
YSunday, May 11, 2008
Another week's over, damn. Argh. I am sooo behind on my work I could cry.
Life is so busy that I sleep little, wake up,plod through the day,feel like dying during lectures and tutorials,just sleep the long journey back home, eat a cold late dinner by myself and go to sleep. That basically sums up my life. Haha but what I dont understand why Im still smiling.Haha this post is starting to drift to the emo side.Anyway yea, I just cant help myself but smile, even when I know Im shit screwed so smiling or not, would have no significance.Haha i cant really get what im actually saying:)
Oh weelll this has been a sufficiently crappy (and weird) post that I've wasted time on so yea haha I shall go do something productive now.Cheers!
OH i nearly forgot,HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO ALL MOTHERS OUT THERE!XD
(I sure hope my mummy likes the flowers that turkey and I bought.Haha.)
'I've lost my footing and fallen in the busy streets of life.Too much confusion, people walk by in a blur.I try to stand, nothing holds me up,no one stops and offers a hand to help.I fall back,draw up my knees to my chest and try to disappear but nothing helps,all I get when I open my eyes is the same image of what lies before me.I sob in fear and despair, why wouldnt anyone just listen to my cry?Realization hits me, just like I cant see their faces or tell what's going on in their lives, they cant see me either. Indifference keeps them moving to get to that final magical place of peace where one can rest his weary traveller's feet and be loved forevermore. I cant move on but just let time and the world slip past me into oblivion where nothing can ever bring what's lost back again.'
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