Sinful little secrets.

Haha im blogging cos I have nothing better to do right now!XD
Im gna watch Ratatouille after this!Haha cos my parents bought the dvd.
Just got back from my first X-country training at Vj.
Haha need I say more?
Anyway I woke up damn early today at ard 5 plus,cos nervous ma.
Haha then my house so empty cos everyone sleeping, no one greet me say 'gd morning!' Haha i digress.Anyway after walking ard and showering, I left home. Haha I was soooo scared I would get totally lost on the way there.Haha but thanks to the instructions from kaixin who got it from xueling haha i managed to get thr without getting lost.=) Haha somehow along the way, the instructions must have kinda screwed up though, the bus numbers 858 and 36 were correct but when to board or alight were DIFFERENT!!Haha so anyway I just sat in the 858 praying all the way till it reached the airport.Haha it stopped at a place thr called 'tomsinlin loop' or smth, then i happened to glance out of the window and saw 36!!!Haha i din knw if it was correct or not cos kaixin's instructions were to take 36 after crossing an overhead bridge or smth,but I just alighted and boarded 36 for the fun of it. Hehe my evil side was hoping I would get lost then can wander ard and not go training.LOL.Haha aiya but in the end i still got thr so yea. Haha so anw I just boarded and 'happily' looked out of the window 'hoping' to see Vj.Haha two stops after Victoria School I saw this guy who looked jc-ish alighting, haha so i followed him, and behold I was at Vj.Haha I was kinda happy,kinda sad, but i still sent vi ting a victory message anw.

Haha it was weird when i entered the school cos there were a lot of 'strangers' who were giving me weird stares considering that i was wearing the And pe tee.Haha it was totally weird and i was sooo embarassed.Well I wandered ard to the track area and happened to meet the X captain who showed me where to put my stuff.Haha she was nice and friendly.I met other 'newbies' as well. Haha they quite nice and its good that at least I have ppl my age and in the same position as I am to talk to.Well, we talked to the tcher I/C, mr tan, who told us all abt the youth olympics etc.Haha then I lamely followed the seniors to 'warm up', which was quite okayyyy considering we only had to run abt 2 km.Haha then we stretched before the 'REAL' practice.We ran all the way to east coast park and ran about 4.5 km. Haha i was valiantly trying to push my super unfit body to keep up with the rest, haha and distracting myself from thinking that i was actually running, so i was pretty preoccupied.Haha I was SO HAPPY when the run ended.Haha I was red and panting while the rest were all like totally ok, they even could talk to each other without breathing too hard the whole time we were running.Haha im DEAD.
Well later, we were happily back at Vj cooling down, then the ABSOLUTE WORST news came, haha the training that we just had was a RECOVERY TRAINING!!!And by the standards of training it was EASY. SHIT.Haha my face turned white!!!I could have died la pls.Haha then at that moment one of the girls who attended the earlier trainings came to talk to me.Haha she said Monday trainings were the WORST AND THE TOUGHEST.Haha cos you have to run 1.6 km, rest a few minutes then run 1.6 km again.Haha thats not too bad huh?Considering you have to do it 6 TIMES!!Haha i was digging my grave then and there.
Haha i could have died from shock pls.Everyone else was like totally cool abt it, like it was nothing.Haha but i kinda expected it.Well, at least i can console myself by eating more in between trainings so that i can regain lost weight.

Haha the whole time i was at Vj and travelling there, I thought of all the times that the And netballers trained together, haha I really miss all of you.Seriously.I know this is lame but I wish i could go back to where we were, and redo secondary school again. I dun care what the future is alr la, just want to enter Anderson once again as an Andersonian,feeling like I belong.I dont even mind redoing O's pls.Haha not that it was that bad after all.Haha this is all mushy crap la, but i just need to get all this off my chest.Haha i guess suddenly it hit me that i wouldnt ever been going into Anderson again as a student.Haha i was soo emotional that i even felt like crying when mr tan told me my netball trainers had to be changed cos X-country and netball require different shoes and that my netball shoes were too worn out anyway.Haha i love my netball shoes k?They've been with me through all the tournaments and carnivals in secondary school. Actually I'm making a fuss out of nothing, cos im too sentimental at the moment.Haha.I've been feeling this sentimental since the night of the netball dinner pls, when i very nearly started having waterworks towards the end.Haha after grad ball ended it was like everyone got on with their lives and i was lamely there feeling aimless.Haha I spent one day being aimless but now im ok liao cos i have like Vj trainings and stuff and I'm getting at JOB!!!Haha its a retail assistant at Swarovski crystal shop in town.The woman said I should be able to get the afternoon shift, haha so it wun clash with my trainings and I can still earn $$ (also known as experience in the working world)!!Haha best of all I think kaixin will probably get the same job too!Yay!At least i have someone to accompany me!!=))) haha that is like sooo totally cool man!

Haha so now im zi-highing about the job which is good, considering eversince I came back from Vj I've been this saddo bemoaning my sad life and eating toffee cheesecake, which btw is super sinful and sweet! =) Haha im drinking seaweed soup now, which is a weird thing to do after like eating cheesecake just half an hour ago.Haha but im trying to bulk up the enery store lost today.My muscles are aching.They start screaming if i even think about tmr's training when we have to run 8km which is like double of today's.Haha so if u're a kind soul out thr, pls pray for them,pretty pls?=) Hehe ive just started to eye the mochi that my mum is eating, looks good man!Haha ok i shall go now to continue 'bulking up'.Haha take care out thr!=)
Bye!

hannah told you a secret at 1:26 PM .