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YTuesday, March 13, 2007
Hi!:)
Haha ive officially given up on updating my blog regularly.Too busy to really care i guess, looks like im kinda the same way to other things as well huh?
Haha O's are like so close now, soooo close. Im kinda freaking out here, hais studies are impt i know, im just afraid cos currently the urge to study is like totally not here.Haha must start must start but then cannot start leh?
Haha anw i realised that im kinda looking forward to the future, to have a different lifestyle from the one im currently leading.Hahaha to get an apartment, work flexible times, shop, travel the world.Haha but i know that in order to make the 'different lifestyle' better i must study now then go uni,get a job blahblahblah.Haha the problem is, im stuck in this rut.Cant seem to move left, right, front or back.Im trying to see whats holding me back, trying to get rid of all the responsiblilities, free the binds and stay sane!
Haha i feel really grateful for the distractions ard me, a chance for me to act like im not me, haha to pretend to be a rich woman with the BLs on shopping outings, 'falling for' cute guys on TV and riding the PP hotel lift at night staring at the rest of the city below, lighted up and all the busy people trying to carve a space for themselves in this world.Haha ive been questioning myself, what do we live for? Love and life?Haha i realise that nowadays i respect and love food a whole lot more..The taste of food.The type to eat.The choice of food that you get daily.Live to eat, eat to live.LOL. Haha i guess all im saying is pretty random huh?Haha im just really trying to sort out my thoughts, lol bear with it.
Haha anw i just read this book its called ZERO, its actually about this beautiful, talented artist who acquires an eating disorder. She has everything, the looks, the talent, plenty of love from family, friends and her special someone and a bright future. No pressure nothing.
Makes you think, no matter how sure you are that your life wouldnt screw up, it could have already screwed itself.Up till the end she doesnt get it, doesnt understand what just took her by surprise, how this eating disorder that she still doesnt believe exists ruins her whole life.Wow.
Haha i planned write an excerpt from the book here but im just too lazy to. Hmm let me upload some pics bah. OOPS. Ok im not very sure how i uploaded them must have appeared before this bah. Haha nvrmind i shall head off now cos i need to study 
and do hw!=)
THANKS:) to the following:
Netball juniors- for all the support, smiles and laughter throughout this year.All of us seniors are really grateful for it!=)))
Councillors- Haha i would like to thank the sec2s who planned the council cohesion!Haha the food was delicious and the sparklers were fun to play with!And for all the people who helped out in recent events thanks a lot!:)))
Haha ok bye!
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