Sinful little secrets.

Ello!:)

Sorry for the long absence.

Haha I havent really been bothered to update cos busy having fun etc.
Now there is like a lota things to blog about.
Haha nvm i shall just blog about movie marathon till today ba.

Lets see.
The last day of school was a blur.
I only rmbr doing stuff for the carnival and
the prize presentation.
Haha for the prize presentation councillors were down for duty cos mrs goh ask me get people.
So cos i was kinda late coming to school I rmbr asking yann qi help a bit.
Haha he put marven and subeer in charge and they both were arguing who should be the head cos neither wanted to be.LOL.
So then we went to get the stuff to prepare.
When we went to the hall we were greeted by the song from 'gong'!
Marven and I were like so happy laa
He thinks of 'joking' and I think of 'big mouth' XD
the song rocks!
Im gona download it soon.=D

Anw that night viting, kaixin, yuhui and I went for the movie marathon.
Haha viting, kaixin and I went to J8 first to have dinner.
Haha personally the movie marathon was lots of fun
though there was some un-necessary screaming during the scary movies.
Haha i rmbr the BL kaixin grabbing my arm trying to scare me during Ju-On.
Waa i was scared laa i jumped up!
kaixin said my face very funny then she laugh a lot.
Haha then i laughed and beat her with my hankerchief.
It was very fun!=)
Haha the BLs fell aslp though while yuhui and i stayed up through the movies
except I fell aslp during 'the fog' cos it was kinda boring.
Haha yuhui very pro laa can stay up the whole night!
Haha oh yes!
we made new friends in the dark.
I was like half-aslp at ard 3am so i duno half the things i was saying.XD
Overall, movie marathon was good, haha thnaks to the b-ballers for coming up with smth liddat and thanks to yann qi for nicely providing the tickets!=)

Haha after movie marathon, went with the BLs to eat after sending yuhui off.
My stomach was killing me though.
Nvm as long as it doesnt hurt now then ok le.
Haha went home later and bathed and slept till ard 1pm.
Viting called me but i didnt pick up cos i was still aslp, turns out she nearly lost her wallet for good AGAIN.Haha she is one lucky person.
Yeps then later when i was awake, got some many calls from yen sen and matthew
cos they wanted to try to make fried mars bars and were having a 'hard' time.
Haha so in the end,went to yen sen's house to help out.
Ate one or two, was quite nice!
Talked with them and watched some documentary about model planes then went home.
Later I watched 'gong'!
All the way till at night, then slept.=)
'Gong' rocks man!

Haha the past few days i have been studying chinese to prepare for chinese O's on monday.
and went swimming and played rugby with yen sen and matt.
Not to forget,
watching 'GONG'
Ive finished the whole season le!
YAY!=)

Haha i suddenly feel this sense of freedom
probably cos i cleared up some things in the past few days.
Resolution before year ends: Tie up all loose ends and make everything new.
Haha kinda lame but true.=)

Cheers!

hannah told you a secret at 8:18 PM .

Wow in a blink of an eye
a year has passed.
well almost.
the end of school is here.
Wow :)

Looking through the diaries of 2006 :)

life in a crystal ball
who is the person im to be?
who is the man i see?
lost my heart
buried it too deep
in the iron sea

oh crystal ball
crystal ball
hear my song
tell me life is beautiful.

not sure im even here
the more i look
the more i think that
im starting to
disappear.

Oh, crystal ball, crystal ball
Save us all,
tell me life is beautiful
Mirror, mirror on the wall
Oh, crystal ball,
hear my song
I'm fading out,
everything I know is wrong
So put me where I belong.

infatuations.
confusion.
love.
emotional turmoil.
happiness.
frustration.
fun.
hate.
betrayal.

Grew through
the experiences
life got steadily different
new look.
new friends.

Deep dark sides
discovered
life in 3D
no longer the experience
i knew it to be

Naive no more

Clinging to the hope of life
magically filling with
rainbows and stars
the presence of true love; of devotion
Secrets
like precious stones or
like leaden weights
falling in the same trap again and again
Advantage in knowledge
yet ignorance is bliss.
a shield to the inevitable
a pointed wooden stake
through the heart.

Bitterness shrouded memories of him
sorrow dissolved in tears
tugged at the heart strings
in anguish.
Desperation
clutching to the straws of hope
falling, screaming silently into the
depths of the deep blue sea.

Cold seeping in
turning the burning flames
surrounding her in her nightmare
into flames of ice.
Tendrils of ice
now licking at her fingers
encircling her ankles
holding her from the urge
to run; to hide.

Lying on the sidewalk
exposed; shivering; helpless
cold concrete soaking
through her clothes
and deep into her bones.

The rain fading away
the clouds departing to expose her
to the rosy golden rays
of the sun.
Gradually she awoke,
sitting upright.
Why could she never remember
the past yet
only the dreams?

A slight smile slipped on her face.
picking herself up
she walks in peace
amongst the fresh buds of spring
into a golden gateway of light.

Strange liberation
with the realisation
old loves are old loves.

Have a nice day
cheers :)

hannah told you a secret at 6:13 PM .

Haha i just want to crap a bit.
I'm actually trying to understand what love is.
Haha i just dun get it.=)

What is love?

love is simple
yet
love is complicated
love is untangible
yet
love can be felt
love is supposed to be something sweet
yet
love is something bitter at times
love makes you do thinks you never thought yourself capable of
love makes u do great
yet
at times stupid things

Love makes u search your innermost self
and your secret desires and needs
hence
Love= trancesdence.
Yay!XD

hannah told you a secret at 11:18 PM .

SO much has happened the past few days.
Haha lols I know i havent been exactly updating but its just that there's so much to DO!!
Aha or im just lazy.XD
Anw what happened on Saturday u can find out from like viting's blog?
Haha she bothered to post lo.=)

Anw yep Sunday was like our relaxing day at my house lo.
Haha after all that shopping, eating and gosh the lots that we have done during all the marking days,
it was good to take a break from the hecticness of our 'after exams' schedule:) to relax.
Haha its was great.
We went swimming at my house downstairs, playing fake 'water polo' and netball and then we went to the spa(the 40 degree water was HOT btw) after which we went to this steam room and emerged looking like lobsters.
Haha then we used some aromatic soaps.
All the smells of like white lily, rose extract, milky fragrance, lavendar etc were like so calming on the soul.Lols haha we sure were intent on like enjoying the experience la.XD
So I guess Sunday was just about that lo.:)

Yay then Monday, we decided to go to Sentosa.:P
We went to catch some sun lo and just to enjoy like we always do.
We made our way there doing sudoku and chatting etc then we went to Siloso Beach.
Haha we kept walking around in search of a toilet to change
and after walking up the road following some sign and back again,
we finally found the toilet.Lols
Aiyo. Could Sentosa management please open up more toilets there please?Lols
Anw we werent that affected lo.
Haha we just changed, went to the beach but however, the sun was like covered by the thick cloud of haze that was moving in from the sea!!Haiz so wasted la.
But well, it was entertaining there.
There was some assholy guys playing on their surfboards lo.
Try act surfer but not even close la so they decided to show off to the ppl at the beach.
We were praying that the guys would tumble off their boards and fall in humiliating defeat into the sea,teaching them not to show off lo.One of them did.XD mean la.hehe but we cant help it.
So anw we just hung out and played with the sand and talked non-stop till we decided to go home lo.Haha it was real nice just to actually get time to slack at the beach.The feeling is good.=)

So this brings me to today!:)
School was as usual again, boo.
Haha it was boring cos got chinese la aiyo.
But anw hu lao shi gave the answers to the zong he tian kong.
And yours truely made a dramatic improvement from 0/10 to 5 or 6/10.
Haha my luck was good on that day i guess!XD yay!
So anw we also had to host the student forum today.
It was quite successful i guess!=)
ANKLE SOCKS ARE OFFICIALLY ALLOWED!!!YAY!XD
Good job to everyone involved!^_^
Haha many smiley faces.
So anw after school, I went with viting, anuja and yee ching to causeway point.
Haha we went to pizza hut and there we talked loads abt 'stuffs'.XD things that happened today.:)
Yay then after spending loads of time there we went to shop around.
Haha we like went into this shop 'the natural source'
and the shoplady or wadeva was like staring at us, then she followed us around like we were going to steal something, like we would la.Aiyo so we naturally got pissed and left.Hmph.:)
Haha we shopped at metro then we decided to go to the toilet before yee ching had to go home.
I was in a cubicle and was like there when this handphone suddenly dropped and rolled from some other cubicle into MINE!!!ARGH!Some more it was like ringing with this song.OMG.
Haha wads worse is that this hand followed the phone and was like groping around the floor of the toilet for the phone.Ewwwwwwww.Seriously!I was like ARGH!Why am I so unlucky?
Haha the hand couldnt find the phone so I just kicked it(the phone) into the other cubicle and escaped from there.Haha so funny when I told the others lo.According to viting, if I wasnt an honest person, i could have like grabbed the phone and left with it la.Hahaa but the whole incident was hilarious!!XD
Anw yee ching had to go home after that.So we said bye to her and carried on walking around.
We were going to Uncle Tidbits to buy drink when the BL took a short cut throught this QB shell place where they cut hair.
Then apparently, the woman working there was quite pissed, even though there was like noone in there.She was like 'OI GIRL!' but viting, as BL as she was,did not hear her and carried on and marched onwards to the shop.Haha then when we came out, the woman still wasnt working and she was like standing outside the QB shell and staring at us, namely viting.She just kept staring.
We were freaked out and carried on walking to the escalator.When we got on the escalator, we saw her AGAIN!!She was like standing at the railing looking down at us, which was like uber spooky la.
SHE IS SUPER WEIRD LA.XD
Haha but ltr we found the incident quite funny.

We carried on anw and guess wad we went to this shop, selling like cheapy stuffs like fake jewellery, feathers and such.
There the WORST incident of the day happend.
We were laughing and playing with these super fake and dorky rings when suddenly the display that was behind it just crash into the place at the cash register!
WE DID NOT EVEN TOUCH IT OK, SO NOT OUR FAULT RIGHT?!
Then that asshole of a guy said that no no cant, its our fault blah blah blah...
If u ask me, he was balancing the display on the edge of the wall la summore leaning the display of the rings on it.So no surprise it fell laa.
AIYO SO BLAME US FOR WAD??!!
haiz then he said 'if there are any damages, you all will have to pay.'
WADEVA.SO PISSED.
Then he made us wait bloody long, in front of many bystanders while he filed his way through the stuff that wasnt much.
WE WERE SUPER PISSED.
Then he held up a pair of teeny weeny weirdo earrings and said, 'this is damaged.'
He then held up a necklace with it and said 'this is a set with the earrings so you'll have to pay for it too.' THAT ALTOGETHER WAS ABT $30 K???!!WA SIAO.
We just looked at him.I couldnt believe my ears.WTH!!
Then he got guilty himself i guess, then he said 'oh maybe i have a pair of earrings that will go with this necklace, so maybe u dont need to pay for it.Btw the earrings are $6.90.'
HE KNEW HE WAS GUILTY TOO.IMAGINE IF WE PAID HIM STRAIGHT AWAY?wE WOULD HAVE LOST LIKE $10 EACH LA!!Aiyoyoyoyoyoooooo...
Then later we were like 'fine fine we pay u $6.90 lo.'
He suddenly said, probably feeling all the guilt and stuff, 'oh errr nvm la i try to sell these earrings as well.' Then he act so self righteous and tried to make us guilty lo.
I CONCLUDE HE IS AN ASSHOLE.
We have agreed NVR to patronise that shop again.
Haha we were all pissed.But nvm okay le.
No point thinking about ppl like HIM.Hmph, waste time.
Haha ltr we walk ard then we met jeremy seet.
We told him all abt that incident, still being very pissed and he had to bear with it lo.Haha thanks.=)
Hehe but our shopping mood was spoilt and we decided to go home.
Went home on the 169 with anuja and we went my house for awhile to play netball for like 20mins while she waited for the shuttle bus.
Haha even though our day was SPOILT BY THAT HORRID INCIDENT, it was actually quite a memorable day that was punctuated with odd,funny incidents.=)

This has been a super long post le!
Nvm hope it was nice to read?
Lols.Haha
Have a nice day!=)

Avoidance is necessary.
i've had enough.
sorry.

hannah told you a secret at 7:17 PM .

Wow its been a long time since ive blogged.
Haha too busy with too many things to do la.
Then i havent really had the mood to post.
Oh yes btw as i'm writing this,
it's friday the 13th!!=)
Haha all good luck to everyone out there.LOls

Yesterday was very fun.:)
In the morning we had maths remedial
n that wasnt exactly what one would call fun
but compulsory ma.
then i went in late with anuja.Lols
I just dun have the mood to learn after exams!!
Haha doesnt everyone feel that way?=D
Anw we survived.
With me not understanding antyhing that was going on in maths and with anuja and taufiq having to patiently explain factor and remainder theorem to me.
Haha thanks a lot!=)

Later went home with yee ching and anuja.
Then viting called me and we discussed whether to go out.
So decided go bugis.
Then later we both fell aslp before we were supposed to meet at 2pm.
Woke up at 1 plus then msged each other
cos we both didnt feel like going very far.
So in the end to cut the story short we decided to go cycling.
BL viting came at ard 2 plus.
We tried in vain to pump up the bikes at my house.
But the wheels to one of my bikes was flat and got hole i think.
So in the end we were left with one bike and the miniscooter without brakes.Haha
So we decided to use both lo.
Haha then we went out of the condo to the nearby cycling track that led to guess wad?
Our OBS campsite that we kayaked to from pulau ubin in August!!
Haha i knew i was close to home that day.
It was so funny on the way there.
We got in touch with nature.Lols with me riding the miniscooter and viting cycling.
We travelled altogether more than 10km yesterday.
Wad an accomplishment!!=D
Haha then we oso took a connecting road from the OBS place to go to sembawang park.
The road was leading up a VERY STEEP slope so viting had to push the bike up.
There at sembawang park we went to the playground and gt in touch with the child within.Haha we played on the swings and then we played 'Scooby Doo' with this little guy who was from pri 2.To 'save face', viting said she was 12 and i said i was 10.
Haha ok la its was funny lo.
The guy was super lame, hahaha he got a wedgy when he slid down the slide cos he was only wearing a shirt and something that looked suspiciously like his underwear!!!
Haha wa it was hilarious lo!!!We were laughing our heads off.=)
So later we said bye to the funny lil guy then went to get a drink.
We then went to the beach and we exchanged the bike n miniscooter.
But then, viting hit herself on the ankle with the miniscooter at the start of our journey back.Haha so we loaded the miniscooter in the basket of the bike and viting stood behind me on the bike while i rode.
Then we got to the VERY STEEP slope again and we rode down.
Aaa the scariest experience going down la.
Cos viting was like standing beside me i felt full of responsiblity.
Later i lose control then she oso get injured?!
Haha then i was like gripping the bicycle handle bars and praying that we would survive till we got to the bottom.People who know abt the horrific accident i had at pri 4 would knw why im so scared abt crashing AGAIN.
Anw we went *zoom* down.
And halfway down this taxi was driving up quite fast.
I panicked lo!!And viting was happily behind me holding on.Haha so trusting lo.:)
Then I swerved to the left and managed to avoid the taxi.
Hahaha thanks to the goodness of fate, the kindness of the gods etc.
Then later viting took the bike again and i took the miniscooter and we went all the way home.Haha a happy ending without accidents.=)
We talked etc. by the swimming pool and walk ard northpoint later before going home.
Fun day!XD

hannah told you a secret at 7:46 PM .

haha the Bls in the train.

haha here is the picture of kaixin holding up the candy by the strand of white hair.

hannah told you a secret at 8:34 PM .

Wa long time nvr post le.
Hehe either i too lazy,
got exam gta mug
or too sian.
I feel guilty.
Im nw enjoying my new found freedom after exams le.
Even though they technically havent ended cos gt A maths, Literature and Geog paper one left le.
Aha i dun feel like studying lo.
I'M LAZY!

Anw must blog abt yesterday le.
Haha after the LAST paper of the week - higher chinese
which btw i tink im gona fail cos i nvr do the chang wen suo duan
Haha went with the netballers to orchard.:)
So shuang lo.First time shop after like so long since hitting the books.
Lols.Anw we went to eat at that food court at wima atria.
Damn nice lo.The food and the ambience.Ahaha=)
But there were like lame songs from like the 60s playing in the backgrd.
Haha yesterday ate so much as we shopped.
First, sliced fish soup+ rice, then prawn dumpling, then kaixin's ice kachang+ lime juice, then fried mars bar with ice cream+ coke.
Hehe pigging out lo.FUN!Esp when gt ppl eat wid u.=P
The fried mars bar n ice cream was exceptionally nice la.Haha kaixin recommend de. It's from that place called britain takeaway or sumtin like that at Far East.
Yay we bought HER present liaos.=)
Went to a place selling really nice notebooks with like cool words etc.
Haha so cool.The food made me sleepy though.And cos the place very relaxing so I was like falling aslp.Lols=P
Btw ziqin saw sumone at Far East.Haha so funny le, her expression i mean.
Oh ya and when kaixin bought some hard chewy candy from this white-haired man,
guess wad she found in it......A WHITE HAIR STUCK IN THE CANDY!!!!!Aaaa...
Scary lo. Imagine if u ATE it n DIGESTED IT!!!Someones dead cells in ur body.
Btw I have a picture of her holding the candy with the hair.But I cant upload it cos my USB cable to my phone is lost.Lols
Anw, we shopped till abt 4 then we went home.
In the train, kaixin, viting and I played Sudoku.
Haha and we managed 1 and a half of a puzzle before we reached yishun.
What an achievement!=)

Later at home, i was like slacking.
Then went downstairs to play netball wid the guys.
Talked with someone:) till abt 8
Then went home to watch Charmed.
Haha convinced that person to watch as well then later we talk online again.
Yesterday was a very fun, successsful day indeed.Haha=)

Anw today was also quite an eventful day le.
Yee Ching called me in the morning and told me that the PSI reading was above 130!!!
Then I was like totally shocked.Haha
Later I still went out in the haze
Haha cos went to 'study' with huda, viting, weian, terence, wei qiang and geng an.
We played throwing paper balls at each other.Haha
Then in the end viting and I left at ard 3
Went to woodlands to meet lyana so viting could return her lit book.
Haha so funny. Then later viting and I made a highly impromptu decision to watch a movie.Haha we went to watch ROB-B-Hood cos weian say the baby in the movie cute ma.
So naturally we were interested.:P
The movie rocked man!!!
The baby was damn cute!!Aaaaa..viting n I were like crying, laughing and exclaiming throughout the movie cos it was so NICE!!!Hey ppl!The movie is seriously worth watching lo.GO WATCH!Haha=P
Ltr after the movie we went to shop ard then we went to eat at pastamania.
Haha then now I just gt home not long ago le.
I think im really enjoying my new found freedom le.
Lols=)
Hehe this has been a LONG post le.
Just so much to talk about lo.=)
Hey everyone!
Enjoy the days after the exams k?
Lols regardless of the PSI.=P

Have fun!!=)

hannah told you a secret at 9:21 PM .

Haha
this is one of my random posts.
During breaks in between the mugging.=)
I tink im going mad.
I onli slept like 3 hrs per night on average.
Last night i slept 2 hrs.
Haha i siao alr i bet.
Guess wad?
Last night i was talking to viting at abt 9 plus
abt how we bth havent study chem properli
den suddenly we were overcome by a brain wave
how abt she come ovr to my house to study the whole night
den the next day we go sch together.
Haha=)
And we did.
We study at my house till 1.30am
then we slept on the sofa for like 2 hrs
woke up ltr
studied and took the 6.15am bus=)

Waa im nt even tired nw
duno y le
nvms.
exams muz CHIONG!!
AAaaa.Haha jk la
im nt that siao yet.
though i knw that when i look back at this entry 2 weeks ltr
I will be like 'omg!was i that mad?'
Haha yes u r hannah.
face it.
Lols
Now i even hav a personality disorder!!!
Haha pls NO MORE EXAMS!!!

Actualli im doing this for my own entertainment.
im realli bored
Ive given up on exams le.=)

oh man.
smth embarassing happned ytd.
again.
but nt the same person lo
aiyooo
Haha but there r so mani nice things
that r happening nowadays le
im so happy
study till 2am
with good frens only.
im happy.

wads wrong wid me?
im supposed to b sad n depressed.

EXAMS!!
Muz go study GEOG!!
Jiayou everyone!=)

NVM im praying n hoping for the end to come le.
Am i a quiet person?=)

hannah told you a secret at 6:01 PM .